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(5:04 p.m. - 8-02-2001 - first - i feel  ) god, 5:05 and i have to be at work at 6:30, i think!!!!! how depressing, but at least i'll get to bother unkle nick, that's always fun..... i really dislike caps. i never use them when i don't have to. my aunt hennie keeps on giving me a massive guilt trip when i don't call her. it's not that i just blew it off, i just didn't have her number. what's so awful about that! all she wants to talk about anyways is 'getting my life on track' and about my mom of course. my poor mom. i feel helpless when it comes to her. i don't know what she's feeling, and if i could help her out in any way. she's on so much medication, i don't know if she even knows what's going on. but i'm sure she does, or at least i hope so. sean was being crazy today. i love it when people lie to me about stupid things. sean said like nick, grove, lori, kristi and brandon were over his house, but really it was just kristi. but you never know with sean, so i just ended up blocking him. he never talks to me any other time, so whatever. jess and joe are at kennywood today. i hope they are enjoying themselves. they are so great together. i'm gonna be so sad when they go to florida.... i won't have anyone to hang out with. now apparently, it's sean, kristi, nick and i that are going to godsmack/deftones. that should be interesting =o) i really just can't wait for 311 to come. that'll be the highlight of my year. lol. is that pathetic? no. didn't think so =P mark had nasty stuff done to his toe yesterday... so it should be feeling much better for him. i can never remember when he gets stuff like that done, and i always feel awful about it too. cause one little thing would happen to me (like my sunburn) and he always asks how i'm doing, or if it feels any better. he's so good like that. i didn't get home last nite until 3:30 am, so he was pretty tired by the time i got home. we had a burping contest, and he definetly won.. lol he's such a guy. i'm glad that jenn finally came home from florida. seems everyone went away this year but me. how depressing. i haven't talked to starz in over a month!! i should call her soon. i didn't have to babysit today, which was a good thing, cause i would have been pooped. sometimes those kids can really drive me up a wall. i have to watch them tomorrow though. if they ask to come over here, i'll have to say no again, cause the place is such a wreck. joe's supposed to bleach his hair tonite, so he can dye it red tomorrow. it should be a funny site. they're supposed to call me when they get home tonite, but we'll see. they're usually good about things like that. omg, i'm calling joe and jess, they. like they're married. well. ok. in some aspects it seems like they are, so it isn't too weird. my hair is all braided and ready for work today... yippee! but i close with the beast. that should be fun... ya right. damn jenn traded hours with her so she could go to the warped tour... i wanted to go :( but weezer isn't there, neither is 311... so whatever. hey i think i'm done rambling on for now, so i'll catch ya tomorrow. ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 