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(8:38 p.m. - 8-18-2001 - 2 weeks - i feel  ) title for this entry: 2 weeks. that's all i have to say really. 2 weeks notice was put in today at work. fucking can't stand it anymore. (most of) the people, the work, the pay, everything. better find that new job soon! i couldn't care less though. fuck it all. ctb was supposed to be on register 2:30-10:30 or some shit like that, and by the time i left at 8pm guess how many people she rung out? oh that's right. none. cause her best friend was on fe, so she got to do whatever the hell she wanted. fuck it. and when the office ordered takeout, who also tagged along on that order? hmmm. ctb. yep. lol. simple. i should have better things to care about than this, but mainly my life consists of mark, work, and sleeping right now. so sad. lol soon it'll be mark and sleep. like it should be :)..... sean, kristi, nik and i are supposed to all be going to godsmack/deftones, right? well sean wants us all to go to this girls house before the concert so he and kristi can get high. that's not an option when nik and i are concerned. i'm asking jess and joe tonite if they wanna go... and if not, nik said he'd ask his mom to drive (aww.) but maybe i'll ask ray to... we'll see what happens. hehe. marks last nite at work was tonite (punk), but that's ok, cause i'm getting a story :) that makes everything all better. i was gonna make chex mix but i have no energy. tears were welling up in my eyes at work. always. never fails. but hey, nik is feeling better so that rocks. hehe. chris said he set his alarm for 11:30 on thursday nite so he could talk to me, but it apparently never went off :( lol. he's really sweet. ohhh. i wish i could go to bed right now, but i think i'm getting together with joe and jess tonite. maybe kate too. but we'll see. kate and i have so much fun at work. she's really cool to work with. even though i'll miss (a few) people there, hmmm fuck it. the ones that i like will still see me. there's no xcaping. lol. i was actually having a good day at work, until i got a killer headache. then it all went downhill. then when i was fixin to leave and was talking to nik, freaking jim(basically pushing me out the door). oh well. i think i'm calling off on monday (i'd like to, but i know i won't). damn it's almost 9pm. i could definetly go to bed right now (with my story of course) and be a happy girl. i do have to get up early tomorrow.. and work all day (as usual) mark's parents went to las vegas a few days ago, and i think they're coming home tomorrow morning or something, so my story will be xtra special, hehe :D lol. if u don't know what i'm talking about, too bad. it's for me and mark to know :P lol, not like the christmas present that i told joe all about (omg-i hope he doesn't remember that!). lmao. guess i was thinking that joe would just be a 'workfriend' not someone who i'd actually enjoy spending time with outside of work, but i'm happy that it's that way :) well i'm going to leave now. i'm tired, cranky and sleepy. and my nite's not over yet...... wishing sean didn't care to impress girls ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |
