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(7:22 am - 10.31.2001 - not xplaining my fun with chainsaws - i feel  ) first off, go read this. hehe. i love that entry. even though simon did steal the original colors (colours) that i wanted to use. grey and yellow (my fav!) lol, but he didn't know that, so i guess it's ok. all in all, he has a wonderfully laid out diary. i love reading his words. just waiting for him to tell me what to read..... lol. yay, i didn't forget to send mat a birthday e-cards, and he was happy that i promoted him, so that's cool too. i'm glad to make him happy. hehe. the last few times i've talked to justin i told him that i hated him and not to call me anymore (just joking around) then i sent him an email that said something along the same lines of "i hate you" and i didn't hear back from him until today. he left me a voicemail, and i just called him back and left him a message. looks like we're starting a game of phonetag. so hmmm. anything new? well the one nite at work, my aisle was packed with all this shit, and if turns out that more than half of the boxes in my aisle weren't even for our store. they were for another store over 30 minutes away. so we unloaded all the shit off of the palates and all this shit, for fucking nothing. it was funny, but awful too. i've been talking more and more to mike. he never comes out of the bakery, xcept to go on his breaks and leave, but on monday nite i must have saw him 10 times walking by the aisles. and the other kid that works my aisle with me (johnathan) was soo high on monday, it was just fucking funny to watch him. i got the key for the motorized buggy things and he drove it all around the store. stupid me, i brought a few older mix tapes, and they totally rocked, until, i got to the songs that bring on the bad memories. i ended up crying when i heard the one song, but then i saw johnathan dancing, and i stopped. lol he looks like he's boxing when he's dancing. it's just too hard to describe, you'd have to watch him. hmm. anything else? well i forget what day it was, maybe two days ago, i was sitting here, trying to get tired so i could get some rest before work, and then it happened.... the most awful sounds that piss me off more than anything!!!! chainsaws! my neighbor had these three guys cutting down some of her tree just like they had done to ours. well, i peeked outside, and one of the guys was totally hot. it took the edge off of the sounds, and there's more to the story, but i don't think i feel like sharing it in here. it was quite funny to watch them though. ; ) hehehe. i was so happy after they left. then. mom called. yes, she totally fucking depressed me into crying and feeling like shit. i really don't feel like going into details, but it happened. i was so sad i just laid in my bed for hours... not sleeping. just thinking. i was dead tired too! grrrr. but the one good thing that did come of the converstation was i finally got my brother to come down here and clean out the fucking shower drain that has been clogged up since mom left. no more heating up the left-over water before i take a shower (i hope!!!!). so that was good. damn, it only took him an hour to do it too. i definitely wouldn't have had the patience to do it myself. but i think there is a break in a pipe somewhere cause the ceiling downstairs is still motherfucking leaking. arg. nothing ever works! i actually got to go out with starz tonite. wow. we went to the olive garden and this 18 yr old busboy was staring at her hard-core. it was amusing. then i got my incubus cd!!!! yay! hehe. i'm happy now! the guy at the x (the music store) is always there and he asked me if that was all that i was getting, cause he knows that i always buy a lot of shit. then he typed in my $20 as $200. hehe. i begged him to give me all the change it said i should have gotten. ; ) i used to do that all the damn time at ge. thank god that didn't fuck up my pan. but anyways, we drove out to the destinta movie theater, cause we thought the tickets were half price, but since the movie we saw (thirteen ghosts) just came out last week, we had to pay full price. false-advertising motherfuckers! = P but we played pinball for awhile, then went in. omg, the seats at the veryyy top of the theater were sooo damn comfortable. they felt even better than my bed does! the movie was pretty good. starz flipped out like she normally does with horror films. lol. we decided that we were gonna try and go to a haunted house today before i have to go to work, if we can find one. aside from that, not much else is happening. i'm dreading filling out my 311 radio request logs.... but it has to be done! mmmmmaybe i'll do it tomorrow. it's such a big job. i probably have 3 or more weeks to fill out. oh well. so um, yeah. the only thing left to say is =====----happy halloween----===== i am just a worthless liar-i am just an imbecile-i will only complicate you-trust in me and fall as well-i will find a center in you-i will chew it up and leave-i will work to elevate you-just enough to bring you down ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |
