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(8:45 pm - 06.05.2002 - lies can't pretend - i feel  ) and my true personality comes thru:
which willy wonka character are you?
i am the most annoying of all wonka characters. i am so greedy, snobby; basically just a stuck-up rich bitch. everyone hates me! i am veruca salt. you most often are found saying "i want it now!"
funny how right after i posted the last entry about justin not talking to me, he finally did. right as i clicked the done! button, he got online and i messaged him only 3 times, and he gave in. he was pretty pissed and told me that what i did was "total amy (ex-girlfriend) behavior". i told him that i was really sorry and it was just a joke taken a little too far. now we're talking again. i asked him if he still loved me, and he said something like, "oh, while i was home, i realized how strong that word is." he thought i meant loved me, loved me. i just love the kid as a friend. i guess it came out wrong. but anywho, he still loves me as a friend, and i'm just fine with that. his leave is over tomorrow, so he'll be back in virginia, working hard for the navy. 
twilight is a complex, often misunderstood individual. a shy pony, she can come across as rather serious, a bit of a loner, even mysterious. she is a soft-spoken, introspective pony with a large romantic streak. when her ideals are threatened, she withdraws in order to preserve her rose-tinted view of the world. she likes to help out but often lets someone else take the credit. if only the other ponies knew just what mischief she gets up to!what i was waiting for in the mail finally came. but, like all things in my life, there was a catch. it doesn't work. all this time, waiting, and the thing doesn't even work. you have no idea the frustration i am feeling. (06.06.2002 - 9:02 am) last nite at work was hell! actually, it wasn't too bad for me, since i had help. most people didn't get done well past 6:30. i swear lard ass ed doesn't know how to read the tags. ordering cans of pumpkin in the middle of summer really makes a lot of sense. who wouldn't want to bring a pumpkin pie to a summer picnic? maybe he doesn't know the meaning of the word seasonal.  crap. i can't remember my password to pay my phone bill. i can't remember if i opted just to get the online bill, and also a paper one too. well, i'll find out once they shut off the phone, right? i missed riverview's graduation! =( i totally meant to go. i wanted to see jenn graduate. damn, i think her party is tomorrow too! i'll have to call her. also sharon too, cause i forgot to call her when she called awhile back. damn, last week i made $200. in one week. that wasn't too bad. i did work my ass off though. i deserve it. that'll have to go to money to see the eye doctor, cause i'm totally blind, with no vision insurance! score! i just checked the mail, and i got uh, my pa income tax refund. i didn't even realize i was getting that too. it's for $139! awesome! that totally mde my day. unexpected cash is always welcome! i'm so happy to have the next 3 days off. i'm gonna make a mix for josh, and justin. it's gonna be his birthday soon too. damnit. i totally missed my brother's birthday. whoops. it was the third. shit shit shit. i think it was the third, shari? a little help please. fuck! shari's birthday is this month too. i know too many people with birthdays in june. i have cards for them all, it's just a matter of getting them out. er, well, remembering to get them out. i even bought a father's day card already. i just need to find my dad's address. god, i'm horrible with these things. i think i just froze my throat. i've been chewing on all this ice. my throat feels really strange now. oh well, i think i'm going now. <3 lies can't pretend-just another way of thinking-people can change when it seems-they're not there for you-truth cannot lie ~*~liz i love you more than the times that everyone's eyes (even animals!) that have ever lived, have blinked. and yes, that did make sense.
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