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(5:11 am - 08.06.2002 - love for all/casino time! - i feel  ) ok, ok. just a quick entry tonite before i go to sleep. well see how well this works. marilyn and i are leaving at 11am today to go to mountaineer! i'm excited!!!!! for awhile yesterday we weren't sure we were going to go because her dog got sick, and her dog is her baby. but thankfully her doggie is ok, and we're going!!! yay!! i'm hella excited. my horoscope says something about good things will happen if you have a positive attitude. i've been telling myself that i will win at least $500. so hopefully the stars aren't wrong. and anyhow, i think i wrote about that already? i'm hopeless!!!!! i was supposed to have sunday nite off, but ed fucked me over and scheduled me to come in. so i threw it back in his face and called off tonite, but he's on vacation, so he wasn't affected at all. oh well. i'm still mad at him. i got to talk to mat a few times this week. i realized how much i missed talking to him! no seriously! i want to play bingo with him. hehe. did you guys go check out his band? well you should, but right now the songs aren't working, so check back frequently! mat said he might write me a song. me!! i'd be the happiest girl alive if someone wrote a song about me! i couldn't even imagine what it'd sound like, or what it'd say. probably that i'm a huge bitch and everyone should stay away from me. no, not really. you wish you all knew mat, don't you. haha. i love him! you know who else i love? misterpenguin! i love him! i hardly get to talk to him, but when i do, i don't want to leave cause we have good conversations! even though he's only 16 he's more mature than anyone else i know. i love you misterpenguin! shh. don't tell my boyfriend. oops, he knows now! you know who else i love? laura! not only does she like 311, she writes in sync with the way i think. i really like people who write like they talk. it's just easier. and she makes me laugh! i also love dana i want to hug her and protect her. seriously. now that everyone thinks i'm gay (amira hehe).. and i love rose cause she was the only one to wish my a happy anniversary. some love goes out to tovah, and peaches. i think us 3 need to get together one day and go to a 311 show. much love to steph cause i make her write everyday. hehe. and i love jen, even though she locked her diary. and i love shari, and i don't need a reason why. it's just shari and everyone should love her. and i've got a new love in my life.. it's julie!!! as long as we don't end up fighting over steve buscemi! hehe. and all those other people that i read daily, i love them too, but frankly i'm just too zonked to type out anything else. and i love mark. my faithful boyfriend of 3 years. even though he wouldn't send me $5 and is going to break up with me soon. well yeah. now the mind has gone blank. by the way guys, just incase you forgot, i do have a guestbook that likes to get dusted off every once in awhile. but since even mark doesn't sign it, i don't know who else would! so there you go. i'm drawing a blank again. my winamp player must really like the song "bleeds in blue" by hometown hero. i have it on shuffle, and it plays that song like after every other song. either that or "understanding in a car crash" by thursday. what the hell? isn't the shuffle button to mix up the songs a bit? and congrats to sumi for guessing the lyrics were from the jerk!!!!! yay! i'm too frazzeled to even think of lyrics to put in here today. i'm slacking off. so on that note, i just want to let everyone that i love you!!!! wish me good luck with the slots and i shall return!!!!!!! ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 