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(6:05 am - 08.14.2002 - blabbity blab - i feel  ) yay! my penguin fixed the error with my diary. awesome! too bad i think i'm going to change the layout soon. it's been awhile, and i need a change. maybe something light and girly again? instead of the dark colors i'm used to? who knows? i just know i'm done with this layout. so. well, i found my copy of grassroots by 311. i thought i lost it, but thankfully i didn't. well, maybe i did, cause i think i had 2 copies. it would figure, the one i probably lost was the unique one that i bought in the used cd store. i get mad when i see 311 cds in a used cd store. i want to buy them all. fuckers don't know good music when they hear it! marilyn and i went out today! it was so fun. we went to dairy queen! just a few days ago i wanted a freaking buster bar! well, we both got some brownie explosion sundae. i'm never getting that again. i could feel my blood sugar rising. i thought my heart was about to burst. way too much sugar for me. i even had to give marilyn the rest of the brownie cause i couldn't handle it. i decided that i'd just get a pack of buster bars to take home later. after that we went to the movies to see austin powers in goldmember. there were only 7 other people in the theater, and i tried my best to not crack up. i thought it was great. *sigh* seth green. it was a happy time. after the movie we went to the outback steakhouse to use that gift certificate i got ages ago. hehe, one of their specials was swordfish! i had that once before in maryland, and it was so good. so i got that. and it was good. imagine that. i brought it home though. i only finished my baked potato and my daiquari. then we went to target, where i fondly thought of steph. i had to pick up some blank tapes. then i ended up seeing eric hammond and his brother dave! i haven't seen eric in forever! we used to be really good friends. we always said if i wasn't married by 28 we'd get married. not too far off! but anyhow, i talked to them for a bit. then i ended up picking up a copy of vent's album. just to support them. and then i also checked to see if they had say anything on dvd, and they did, so i bought that too. ouch, target always gets me. i always come out of that store with a cd. no fail. and while we were looking around in target, i freaked out, cause i saw a 311 video on the 30 televisions on the wall! i pointed and jumped and got hyper. hehe. after that we went back to dairy queen and i got my buster bars! yay! before getting out of marilyn's car i made sure to give her one. i got an email from nik today! i promptly wrote him back. i love that kid! he already started school and in january he should be an emt! that's so freaking cool! my hotmail account is totally fucked. anytime i click on 'reply', after everything loads... explorer shuts down every window i have open. great. i wonder what virus i have. so i have to click the stop button before the page fully loads, or i'm fucked. i'm pretty sure mark and i are on the verge of breaking up. blarg. i know we're going to break up, i'm just not sure when. but when we got back together i was told that this would happen, so i can't blame him. i had a pretty weird dream about nick hexum last nite. i was watching him for some reason, in my house. i don't know why i had to 'watch' him, but i was. he was sleeping (i think he was high) and he woke up. i had all these drugs to give him if he did, so i cracked open these capsules and there was white powder inside of them. he was just lying down, and i poured the powder all over his face. it went in his mouth, up his nose, and in his eyes. then he got agressive and i couldn't find any more drugs, and something else happened. (the same thing that always happens in these types of dreams!) and i went into my bathroom, and there were thousands of moths all over the walls. but they were all perfectly lined up, black, and not moving, with their wings out (like a butterfly). i moved really carefully to try and not disturb them. and i thought to myself, "i have to move out of here!" i don't know what i took before i went to bed that day! omg i hate my boss's daughter. first off, she had better seats than i did at the incubus show. i know i bitched about that before. well, as soon as we started working on monday nite, ed announces to me that his daughter won tickets to the backstage barbeque with vent, olp, and greenwheel. very fucking nice. i want that girl to name one vent song other than "the energy". you should have to do something to get stuff like that from the radio, damnit. damn stupid 16 year old girl. so as a result, i'm not talking to ed at all this week. hehe. i just emailed the street team leader of vent to see if he could get me backstage. i'm keeping my fingers crossed! (cause you know, i only care about me.....) you know that great feeling when you first fall in love with someone and after time, it disappears? where does it go? and how do you get it back? where did that come from? today-i hear my anger-and it's screaming at me-your words-attack my senses-and make me scream-looking back and forth at you-should i-should i-waste my time now-looking back and forth at you-should i-should i-pay no mind now ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 