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(8:05 am - 11.07.2002 - plans are burning - i feel  ) awhile ago, when i was boiling some water to make some macaroni and cheese, i spilled some of the hot water on myself while draining the pasta. i ended up getting the perfect inbetween of a 1st degree and a 2nd degree burn on my hip. it still is all red and i'll probably end up with a scar. ouchie. i'm the most clumsy person alive. i talked to my mom yesterday. i think we have a plan now. what we decided is that, mom and jackson will come down whenever they can and little cy little clean up the house until it's liveable again. it'll have to be pretty good looking since mom is pretty picky about stuff like that now. then after that, she's moving back in here with me. she's going to get everything worked out, and then sometime in january we'll move. either somewhere around here, just mom and i, or, to harrisburg with jackson. i'd really like to go to harrisburg. get away from everyone here. but if we choose that route, then jackson will kick in half the rent, and mom and i will kick in the other. we wouldn't be able to afford the place they've been looking at by ourselves. stuff over here is much more cheaper cause it's not the nicest looking place to live. but no matter what happens, i'm going to college after we get settled. no doubt. i'm so undecided about what to go into. to make myself happy, i'd love to go into radio broadcasting, but i don't know how successful i can be in that field. there's a huge shortage of nurses in pennsylvania, and the state is offering anyone who goes for a nursing degree $20,000 towards their tuition. but i'm not at all interested in nursing. but it would be a good field to get into, and i know i could make some decent $$. fuck, by the time i get out of school i'll be 26. we'll have to see if that'll be an advantage or a disadvantage. i know i could kick some major ass if i got into some sort of business/computer field, but i just don't know yet! i want the happiness and the $$. *sigh* i started christmas shopping. i got 3 presents from swiss colony. this wolf votive holder for mom, some brownies for marilyn and, the free gift, some chocolate covered macadamia nuts for my pup pup. all for like $40. not too bad. i just love the internet. everyone give the internet a warm fuzzy right now! i love that you can just shop for anything you want whenever you want. thankfully i don't have any credit cards, besides my atm card, so i don't get myself into trouble that i can't afford. whew! for some reason, i really like pamela anderson. i think i read an interview she did once and she came off the polar opposite of how she's perceived. oh, and she was married to tommy lee. rawr. i don't know what it is about those dirty guys, but he really gets to me. i fell asleep while watching slc punk! how could i fall asleep on the adorable matthew lillard? oh wonder of wonders! yay, tomorrow is friday so i get to do the friday five for mark and i. but for now, i have to think of a good reason to call off work tonite. heh. i transmit, transcripts, transcontinental lyrics-deeply rooted in your spirits-i love the power of words, nouns, and verbs-the pen and the sword-linguistic art of war-no folklores or myths in my penmanship ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 