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(1:24 pm - 03.05.2003 - contradiction - i feel  ) i just failed my driving test, so i'm feeling a bit cynical at the moment. please disregard this entry. i don't know why i always try to be nice. what's the point? hardly anyone is ever nice to me voluntarily. if you're talking to someone online and they're bothing you, just ignore them! what's so wrong with that? if you get a call from a telemarketer, fucking hang up on them. if someone is pissing you off, let them know, in turn, making them just as pissed off as you are. if you don't want to talk to someone, don't even bother being nice to them. just fuck it, you know. why make someone think that they have a friend in you, when deep down they don't want anything to do with you. seriously. life is too short to deal with people, events, and things that aggravate you. but, on the other hand, if everyone acted that way, there would probably be a lot less people in the world. no one would have any friends if everyone was totally honest all the time. or would we just accept that way of acting? what would happen to feelings? would we not put them on such a high emphasis as we currently do? who knows. i know when i get my feelings hurt, i do either 1 of 2 things. 1. get silent. 2. go off. it all depends on the situation. i really have no clue where i was going with this crap. i just don't want to be nice today. but then that means that people don't have to be nice back. those 2 way streets can be a bitch. i didn't have an internet connection for awhile cause my stepdad finally figured out that he's been paying for it since he moved out 2 years ago. hehe. so my mommy turned it back on for me. soon i'll be using netzero here. blah. whatever. this connection pretty much sucks. i just deleted a whole paragraph talking about whether i'm pro or anti war. i just decided that i sounded completely cynical and it would better be left unsaid. i want my nintendo. hopefully next week. the donnas got added to the lollapalooza line up. i don't know how i feel about that. that is all. ~*~liz ps. just to clear up any confusion, this entry was not meant for any of you who might read this rant. don't take it to heart. i love each and every one of you << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 