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(2:17 pm - 05.16.2003 - sleepwalking/vent - i feel  ) so back before audiovent became popular, somehow i got each of the band members aim screen names. and every once in awhile late at nite, one of them will pop on. finally, i got to talk to one of them. the funny thing is, i can't remember who's who. i'm pretty sure this is ben einziger, who of course, is mike einziger's brother, of incubus fame. emala311nh (5:22:56 AM): don't mean to freak you out, but i wanted to let you know that i love your music, and i've been on the streetteam (jorge sucks!) since the beginning, and i just couldn't pass up the chance to say hi. don't worry, i won't bother you anymore :-)
Ben (5:23:23 AM): thanks
Ben(5:23:33 AM): we appreciate your support
emala311nh (5:24:30 AM): thanks for taking a second to say that too. you just made my day.
Ben(5:25:12 AM): well, I'm glad you IM'd me when you did, because I was just about to sign off and go to sleep. ANyway, thanks again for being there for our band. WE'll see you soon
emala311nh (5:25:29 AM): anytime. come to pittsburgh soon!
emala311nh (5:25:32 AM): goodnite!
Ben (5:25:27 AM): good night
Ben signed off at 5:25:39 AM. not that this matters to any of you who might read it, but i guess my mom was right when she called me a groupie. but whatever. on that note, let me confess my love for a cute little website. the fact that scott ian posts things on there regularly, makes me, very happy. i think he's adorable. and wow. yesterday morning, when i was a zombie, like i still am, i had on vh1 for some reason, just as a background, and i saw the funniest thing ever. the sugar ray video for whatever their new single is. wow. can anyone say justin timberlake? but the sum41 video was enjoyable, even though i don't particularly like them. i'm completely in this, dream-like state. i haven't been getting enough sleep, and it's tripping me out. i don't even feel awake right now. i called off work last nite, due mostly to lack of sleep. i want to again tonite, but, i need the cash more than sleep. how desperate is that? i just wish i could stay asleep for more than 4 hours. i told mark some things yesterday that have taken me a long time to figure out how to tell him, but all of a sudden, i did it, and really, it wasn't all that bad. i can't believe it was almost, easy. i wish i would have done it earlier. maybe things wouldn't have gotten so damn fucked up. one thing i like to do with diaryland diaries, is read the entry right before 9.11.01. it's like so surreal. but then again, i'm just a loser. which is weird that on my entry on 9.10.01, i used incubus lyrics, and here i am, using them again. shrug. will i ever get to where i�m going-if i do, will i know when i am there-if the wind blew me in the right direction, would i even care
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