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since 11.23.01

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(6:14 pm - 06.11.2003 - too much info - i feel )

a boring survey to pass the time. yeah. pm5k show tomorrow!!!!

// your room, waking up //

01. what color are your walls? uhhh, depends on where i sleep... if upstairs, kinda yellowish white... downstairs, this insane floral wallpaper.
02. what color is your bedspread/sheets? sheets, dark grey... bedspread, dark grey, if my duvet cover is even on.
03. what color is your rug? carpet? blah brown.
04. any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? i have this insanely hot half poster of brandon boyd right in front of me, and to the left i have a poster of hoobastank, and various pictures of my friends..
05. do you have a TV? Is it big? the tv i had, but broke, was like 27 inches?
06. do you have a phone? several.
07. do you have your own computer? yes.
08. do you have a desk? several.
09. what are your most treasured belongings in your room? my signed cds, and pictures of bands/friends.10. what are your most favorite things in your room? i like my music, computer, and, the air conditioner, when it works. and ceiling fans, yeah!
11. do you have any fancy lights in your room? i have a black light in my old room, a lava lamp in the living room, and that's about it.

// getting ready //

01. what is the first thing you do when you wake up? look at the clock and decide if i can sleep longer.
02. anything unusual? unusual about what? =P
03. do you pick out your clothes the night before school? no, i never pick out clothes before.
04. do you try your best to look cute for school? hmm. i don't try to look cute for work. i pretty much just take a shower and go.

// school //

01. what color is your backpack? last one was dark green, with a bunch of sharpie designs, and bands names written on it. i loved that thing.
02. do you try your best when it comes to school work? not really.
03. do you listen or doodle? depended on the class...
04. be quiet - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle? anything really. i wouldn't draw, i'd write notes to friends or write band stuff.
05. do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? we weren't allowed out. believe it or not, the cafeteria food wasn't all that bad. best stromboli ever!
06. what do you do right when schools over? find a way to get home.

// home //

when you come home are you...

01. miserable? varies.. not often..
02. happy? yeah
03. tired? half and half
04. leave me alone? only if i've had a bad nite.

// other //

01. do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? sometimes. when it just snowed, or very late at nite.
02. what are some hobbies of yours? sleeping, fucking around online, listening to music, driving.
03. do you collect anything? autographs, memories.
04. what do you do in your spare time? isn't that the same as my hobbies? =P
05. are you in love, or at least falling? can't say that i am.

// night time //

01. what do you do before you go to bed? play with my hair. weird childhood habit.
02. do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? if my mom is here, i'll say goodnite.
03. what way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? either on my side or my back.
04. do you like your life? it could be drastically improved upon, but i'm a pretty happy person...

// have you //

smoked?: once, i was 7.
been drunk as hell?: yes.
shoplifted?: yes.
lied? you bet.
betrayed a friend? umm. betrayed? possibly...
been to jail? should have been.
smoked weed? no.
done lsd? no.
done any other illegal drug? no.
given oral sex? no.
received oral sex? yes.
screwed something not of the human race? no.
screwed something not alive? no. sick.
cheated on someone? ... sort of?
used someone? no.
paid someone for sex? no.
been paid for sex? well, there was this one time.. ah, no.
played strip poker? yes.
skipped school? yes.
skipped school to get high / drunk? yes.
danced naked? i can't dance.
danced naked in public? no.
flashed someone? yes.
mooned someone? no.
kissed someone? no.
kissed someone of the same sex? no.
held hands? yes.
hugged someone? yes.
french kissed? no.
had sexual fantasies? yes.
stolen money? yes.
stolen money from family? yes.
stolen drugs from family? no.
been convicted of a crime? never convicted!
dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'? no.
had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? no.
been called a whore? yes. jokingly...
been called a bitch? yes.. seriously.
watched porn? yes.
taped porn? no.
watched porn you taped? no.
kissed someone in a moving vehicle? no.
screwed someone in a moving vehicle? no.
used sex 'toys'? of course.
tried to kill yourself? only thoughts.
tried to kill someone else? again, only thoughts.
told someone you hated them? yes. and meant it.
told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? yes.
why? confusion.

wow. don't you wish you knew a little less about me now? whatever. now i don't see the need to write anything else.

~*~liz

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