beautiful d.i.s.a.s.t.e.r.
fresh | moldy | mail | profile | guestbook | notes | rings | lyrics | judgement | quizzes
interview | what about you | 311 news | cast | my cds | 100 facts | i've become random

beautiful disaster is mine

missed one?
crazy in love. ha. - 01.24.2004
holiday wrap-up - 01.06.2004
WOW! - 12.16.2003
jeanettes letters - 11.06.2003
i kissed a girl and i may do it again - 11.05.2003


since 11.23.01

emala311.diaryland.com

(12:58 pm - 12.07.2001 - details.. blah. - i feel )

bored? so am i. i'm feeling really sneaky though. i will find out what i need to know. oh yes, i will. hehehe. anyways. not much to say at all. thought i was going to get some shit done yesterday, but really i just went to bed. figures. i love sleep way too much to get fucking anything done around here. mom needs her tree and ornaments and shit from the attic, and i still haven't gotten it together for her. i found out we don't work on christmas eve, but we work christmas nite. fuck that. i'm requesting off. i'm also requesting off the 9th, 10th, and 11th of january. i'll be too trashed to even move! lmao. not really. i just want to enjoy my birthday for once. but i did have a damn good time last year when i worked on my birthday. i don't think anyone on niteturn will give a shit about my birthday though. so fuck them.

i beat the garbage man last nite! hahahaha! i bet he cried he was so sad. stupid garbage man. work was nice last nite. marilyn was on the schedule, but she wasn't there for the first hour! she finally showed up after we were done unloading the palates. she even got to work with me! i was so happy! hehe. we told ed that we wish he could be the manager, not doug. i really like ed so much more than doug. i take back everything mean that i ever wrote/said about ed. he's cool as shit! it just took awhile for us to warm up to each other.

apparently last nite when i wasn't at work... joe told mike that we weren't on a 'honeymoon' anymore. joe told mike that ed and i went out for breakfast. lol. i don't know which ed he meant.. either manager ed... or lard-ass-frozen ed. i hope he didn't mean lard-ass. i'd kick joe's ass if he meant him. i don't know where he came up with all this 'ed' stuff anyways. fuck. marilyn says i have all these men in the palm of my hand. she says i flirt with them all. i don't flirt. i'm just nice. hehe. i try my best to just get along with everyone. i hate tension. why can't we all just get along? lol.

hmmm. marilyn and i worked great together, so that was cool. patrick and dave were together all nite. everyone was asking me if dave was gay!!!!! i wonder if he is? i never thought so. i'm gonna ask mike his professional opinion. oh yeah. and while i'm on the subject of mike.... well he went to pegasus (the gay bar downtown) and met someone! his name is donald. he's 24, has some $$, and mike said he was hot. lol. well, good for him. he like ran over when i was getting my backstock just to tell me. he was so damn happy. good. seeing him so happy almost makes me that happy. almost. lol.

after work marilyn, keri and i went to mcdonalds and had breakfast. we sat there forever! i think it was about 2 and a half hours! god. i never want to spend that much time in there again. it was fun though. stupid ge gave us these shirts. special giant eagle shirts. really stupid. ge logo on the front left corner... and on the back it has these two limes and a watermelon wedge that make a smiley face. really fucking corny. lol. i'm sending it to mark. he can have a piece of the great ge. hehe. if i kept it, i'd burn it or something.

got home around 10:30 or so. talked to justin on yahoo for like 10 minutes then he makes me im all these different people. most of them are really boring.. or whatever. today i actually talked to this one for awhile. infact, i'm still talking to him. justin left like over an hour ago. but... it's almost 1:30pm now. i was yawning at mcdonalds.. i'm sleepy. so yeah! now... i had some lyrics earlier that i knew i wanted to use.. hmmm. come on memory.. don't fail me...!

so you think you can tell-heaven from hell-blue skies from pain-can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail-a smile from a veil-do you think you can tell-how i wish-how i wish you were here-we're just two lost souls-swimming in a fish bowl-year after year-running over the same old ground-what have you found-the same old fears

~*~liz

<< - >>

if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents

this site is a member of WebRing. to browse visit here.