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(5:13 am - 12.02.2001 - ha! gifted radio observations - i feel  ) lmao! i just took the iq test that tovah had listed in her diary.... just for a laugh. i wanted to see just how pathetic my iq was. well. here are my results... congratulations! your general iq score is 148. a person whose iq score falls in the range of 144-160 is considered to be "gifted". lmao. sure. gifted? i think not. but it's nice to be told that. even though i won't believe it. i thought you might get a good laugh out of that as well. here you can take it too! well this entry isn't going to be put together very well. nothing new is going on, so i am just going to write about things i've been thinking about... and something stupid that i do. well first of all... let my hatred for stores such as one abercrombie and fitch be known. i can't possibly see how this store can charge $40 for a plain white short sleeved shirt with the letters a&f on it. you are paying to advertise for them. think hard. have you ever seen an abercrombie commercial? i thought hard about that tonite. i've never seen one. have you? same thing with american eagle but i can at least step foot in there. i used to hate the gap. to this day i've only been in there once, and the only time i was there, i shoplifted! oops. i got myself a nice black hoodie that i wear almost everyday. i did make it 'liz style' by tearing apart the zipper, and then safety pinning it for awhile. there's a few bleach stains on it. i stitched my name into it. needless to say, it doesn't resemble anything from the gap. but... the gap does support matthew broderick, so that's one point for them. moving on.... a long time ago i told my friends "watch one day, the band hoobastank will be big. that day is nearly approaching. they are getting played on the radio constantly. i remember not too long ago, calling up my favorite radio dj and begging him to play some hoobastank. finally he did. and now it won't stop. i got into them a long time ago. it's nice to see them getting airplay and everything, but i like knowing a band is good enough to get big, and it seems like i'm the only one who knows about them. like nads of fury. hehe. one day i'll be glad i have my very rare copy of 'death from above' by the nads of fury themselves. i won't give you the link either. that'd be cheating! so on to something stupid that i do. since i'm here alone i get paranoid very easily. during the summer, i'd leave the backdoor open, with the screen door locked. but when it came time to go to bed, and i had to go close the door, i got freaked out. it was usually around 2-3am. for some reason i thought someone would be waiting for me to come by the door, to come and get me. so i'd get into the kitchen, close and lock the door as quickly as i could. i'd be so scared that someone would push the door open just as i was trying to close it! i'm so weird. but i still do it! what else? i forget... hmm. let me think! ::two hours later:: huh? oh yeah. sorry. umm. for some reason i submitted myself to the temptation of getting my diary reviewed. i'm scared! lol. just about all the reviewers are younger than i am. i don't even like the whole idea of 'being judged' or labeled by any means. depending on what i score.. i might tell you my results. lol. i'm so insecure! why is the radio the best in the morning hours? during prime-time they overplay such songs such as 'how you remind me' by nickelback, 'it's been awhile' by staind, or even 'chop suey!' by system of a down. all good songs, but not every five minutes. no wonder everytime i look at my staind cd, i just pass it by. the radiostation here - the x - continues to call all these old songs 'new music!' they play a short promo that says "new music first :insert artist's name here:" and then cue up the song. it's pathetic. the song is almost always 3 months old! they are still considering 'outside' by staind a 'new song.' oh how i wish i could run the radiostaion for one day. please oh please. just once. radio here would not be the same. i'd play the whole freaking s.c.i.e.n.c.e album from incubus! lol. well, it'd be good radio for me! but anyways, the point of the above paragraph was supposed to be about how come primetime radio isn't as good as morning radio. well, at least until around 7am when they start filtering in the howard stern show. before that junk. in the am they always play stuff that you'd never hear in the evening. i love it! it should always be that way. and you shouldn't be allowed to play the same song within a three hour span. there's so much music out there, why waste all the time on 8 or so popular songs? yuck! what really pisses me off is... in the promos that the radio makes for themselves, they always use songs that i never hear, but should! errrr. i can hear some guitar riffs, etc, but i will never hear them played in full on the radio. i swear, if i was more ambitious, i'd write a letter! ohhh ohhhh ohhh! my counter is almost to 311! hehe. if you're on my diary when the counter hits 311 you must sign my guestbook! that's the rule! haha. so i haven't gone to bed yet. (it's now 8:30 am) i am just addicted to changing my layout! i'm never happy with it! does anyone else have this obsession? i think i had too much sugar tonite. too bad i have to work later on. damn! ick, and it's sunday! i don't even get any mail today! what the hell? i just heard a knock at my door? no, couldn't be! my dogs would have gotten up. hmm. i think i want too much. everytime i go into a store, i can't think of anything i want. especially a music store. maybe it's just cause i hate being out in public. if i'm online looking at say, amazon.com i can sit here all nite thinking of things i want! that's bad. i love how they give me suggestions of what to buy. half of the products they suggest aren't anything i'd like. they really want me to buy the new jewel album. lol. also, they keep telling me to get things that i already own! crazy internet. ok ok. this entry comes to an end now! i still feel the cold-of long past days-i knew my worth-put in my place-it's no surprise-i realized some time before-december ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 