(12:57 pm - 06.17.2002 - paralyzed - i feel ) i think i should have died last nite. i fell asleep around 1:20 am, but then woke up a little before 4 am. i think something went horribly wrong inside. i swear, it felt like my appendix burst. i couldn't even move because the pain was paralyzing. i can't believe i was able to fall back asleep. and, i can't believe i woke up this morning. << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |