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(6:58 p.m. - 8-04-2001 - die today - i feel  ) hey there diary. lol. well, today. hmmm. i think i fell asleep sometime after 5 am (usual) after seeing the disturbed video. i was just about into dreamland, then i heard the beginning of the song, and then was wide awake. it was an alright video. nothing too special. but i saw the new limp video, which was freaky. i thought i was seeing things. weird stuff. i thought i worked 10:30-3:30 today, but i got there, and figured out that i was an hour early, yay! not fun. so i went to the dollar store, and to mc d's. fun fun. so whatever. i worked. more fun. it got better after i came back from my break. we changed the 'chugs' sign to 'thugs' which was the highlight of my day. i bothered nick practically all day. i bet he was definetly sick of me. (sorry nick) he said he might stop over after he got off work, but he didn't. (too bad i even cleaned up a little for him :P) yay. no friends. not like i have many anyways. gee. sean was all cute today. i love it when he's like that. looking forward to the concert more and more. damn rolling rock town fair is today :( so sad i'm missing it. but i think i'm gonna buy the damn pay-per-view thing. if it's cheap. lol. that should be alright. kinda better than being there (or at least that's what i'm gonna tell myself) but whatever. kinda moody today. not sure what's wrong. wanted to die earlier. what else is new. once a day. that's all. i've been happier lately. the few good friends i have are really good ones. i don't know what i'd do without them. long day tomorrow. 10-6:30. hoping some cool people are there to keep me sane. saw eric yesterday. he didn't get me anything in mexico :( what a poop. the plane for florida left around 4pm today... they didn't even tell me what date they'd be home. has to be before the 22nd. god. already. miss them so much :( today's only the 4th. and i have no social life. lol how pathetic am i sounding? very. i know. eh. what else to say? nothing to do :( !!!!!! omg. how much more whining can i do here? a lot. :( i don't know what else to do right now besides whine some more, so i guess i'm done talking for now... hey. more l8tr. bet you can't wait... huh? peace ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 