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(1:19 a.m. - 8-05-2001 - tired - i feel  ) well here i am. bored. jenn came over tonite and we watched 'a cabin on the lake.' it was pretty good, except for the crappy ending. stupid movie. oh well. dreading tomorrow... i really don't want to get up at 9 am to spend just about the whole day at ge. what fun. work is depressing when none of my friends are there. oh well. the last two cds nick gave me (taproot & soad) are so addicting!!! omg. i can't get enough. i think i own half of his cd collection, cause he burned so many cds for me. i made a stupid quiz... yay. aren't you xcited? this week is gonna suck at work... so many shitty hours. i might call off on fri, but i doubt i will. like always. i'm so tired. at least i have monday off, and wed. i wonder when barry is coming home. haven't heard from him in awhile. damn, haven't seen mat for at least 3 days now. wonder how his car is since he hit the deer. gee, i hope donna is at ge tomorrow, cause i love her so much. i wanted to puke on her today (nice thought there, huh?) that would be so great. jenn is so sad :( i wish there was something i could do to make her feel better... but i feel useless. no use for anyone. the damn fucking fridge keeps on coming open. that pisses me off, cause i'll come downstairs in the morning, and the door is fucking wide open, and everything inside is all gross and ruined. i need a new fucking sweeper too. living alone is great, except for when it comes to shit like that. when my mom comes back (if that ever happens) it's gonna be SO weird. i'm so used to living alone (always have been dependent) but having her here.... i don't know. i'll probably want to move out when or if she comes back... interesting. damn! still haven't called starz! she must think i hate her! maybe on monday after jamie drops me off or whatever... i'll call her. i miss her :( and when everyone goes back to school, she's like the only one i have to do stuff with. ahhhhh! don't want to think about that just yet. it's so soon though. damn. god. now it's like 1:40 am (nick didn't even say bye, but sean did, what the hell..) oh well. i'm so tired. i was acutally falling asleep earlier when i was playing a game... so i better be off now... hey... there's always tomorrow. to whine some more. i have to go and talk to mark about his cars. lol. what a guy. (omg hostess man sighting today :D soo fine. ha. ok bye now. peace ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 