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(3:22 p.m. - 8-07-2001 - no family - i feel  ) so i've gone the whole summer without seeing my step-sis and half-brother. what a shame. they are the only 'family' type people that i really enjoy spending time with, and i didn't even get to see them once. :( that's not fair. amanda's going to tennessee to see he brother (who's dying of cancer), then she's going to the beach. so that sucks. i probably won't get to see them until christmas time like always... since i talked about ozzfest last night, i had this great dream this morning (didn't end up going to bed until 8am). starz and i were on this bus to go to ozzfest (awful short bus) and she had this cross necklace that could get her into the pit. i only had a ticket. but then this girl and her boyfriend were sitting infront of us on the bus, and she had a cross-bracelet on. i asked her if i could have it, and she gave it to me. mine was purple, and starz's was red. weird stuff. so the bus got to the concert, and we had to walk up all these stone stairs... when we got to to the top, it was like a huge spider web all around us made out of wood boards, or something. so we were walking towards the stage and the line-up was the one nick and i were talking about (static-x, soad, incubus!) and we were jumping up and down, really xcited, then i woke up :( damn. barry's coming home today, and mat's not talking to me. apparently matt signed my guestbook and wrote something crazy. whatever. i think mark was pissed last night cause i was watching the dennis leary special. well. he wasn't talking, so he went to bed. we only talked for 30 min. and. he didn't even say i love you when he left. at least i didn't hear him say it, cause he was mumbling. well, whatever. like they're aren't times when i sit there and say nothing cause he's watching something, or playing a game. but i don't just leave. eh. i think he had to get up early today and go register for school, and spend time with his mom today. so i guess he was just tired. it's been over a week and i'm still peeling :( how gross. i have to work in about an hour, and i'm not ready. looks like i'll be late again. (not like that's anything new) should be an ok nite though, jenn and em are there. i think sean is too. we'll see who's on fe when i get there. that always determines how my nite will be.. maybe i'll call starz tonite since i have tomorrow off. hopefully we'll get together. but her schedule is insane. so we'll see... but i gtg for now. peace ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |
