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since 11.23.01

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(10:11 p.m. - 8-15-01 - slacking - i feel )

hello there. today was mark's first day of his senior year lol. weird. he totally fucked up his computer too. i didn't write yesterday... and i forget why. i think i was pissed. like always. joe and jess are home, but i still haven't gotten a call... i bet they're tired from all the fun they had :( things at work have cooled off, but apparently we're having some sort of 'cashiers meeting'. lmfao!!!! whatever. like anyone will show up. i'm still depressed everytime i have to go in to work. like today. only worked 4:30-8:30, but i was in the worst mood. no one fun was there. the first 2 hours went fairly fast though, and thank god for that.... but by the end of my shift i had a pounding headache. :( but i had the one funny black customer.. lol. he cracks me up. god. tomorrow i close with kristina and gina. and erin's on front end... it will be interesting to say the least. at least nik and brandon will be there... and for once in my life.. I HAVE FRIDAY OFF!!!! caps!! i know! i -never- get fridays off... so i gotta do something to rememeber it. lol maybe nik joe and jess and i can get together.. ha! like that would happen. not cause we wouldn't want to, cause things like that never happen without planning months in advance. oh well, we'll see.

so addicted to ebay. got an email from some guy that was selling an incubus set from pa, and he offered to let me buy a copy for $12(shipping included!) awesome. but i'm very addicted. i should be getting my soad soon... :) w. the acoustic versions... and i found miT's guitar pick on there too... i want it! i got my package from 311.. nice of them. it included 2 of nick's black guitar picks.. (already had an orange one), a black 311 shirt w. the red lettering, a promo pic, and a letter. so i was happy. also got my taproot cd. it had a marking on the side, but it was cheap, lol. omg. so xcited for a few things... 1. the 311 'enlarged to show detail 2' (i'm in the trailer of it, so i better be on the full-length!) 2. family values (staind, static-x, good stuff!) 3. the soad tour with slipknot and mudvayne. i better be going to both!! the one thing i'm not fucking happy about is... there are -still- no dates for pittsburgh in 311's tour dates. wtf!!! if my boys pass me by, i'll cry forever! there are only 3 possible dates for us.. 9/22, 10/10, and 10/20.... we -better- get one of those, or i'll make someone drive me to ohio, or i'll freaking take a damn bus to go see them!!! the deftones/godsmack is in 6 days.. mat said they played 'be quiet..' 'my own summer' and possibly 'lotion!' ohh. i'll be xcited!

thank god i don't babysit tomorrow. lol. i gotta do laundry.. sean said the thugs aren't there anymore :( !!!! i forgot to check. but since 'they're watching me' i guess i shouldn't put it back up :( no fun. i got my application for cafe naples tonite.. i might try and go to the dollar store too. lol. that should be fun. they open at 10am, and close at like freaking 8pm... so early! :) i really am xcited to leave ge. i really hope i do soon. starz never called me back :( that's not cool yo. omg the shower drain is pissing me off. i bought more drano or whatever, but the water never all goes down so i can't take care of the fucking thing yet..!!! i'm gonna plunge it tonite.. i'm sick of it. yuck. hmmm what else is new? barry totally flipped out, and went off on me. whatever. i don't have to deal with that. sharon thought i had xtensions in today... lol. guess it's been awhile since i had my hair down. or partially down. maybe i'll dry it tomorrow and show her it's not xtensions. lol. i know i've been having weird ass dreams lately. the only one i really remember was.. i went to work, and there was this big sign with red letters that teresa had put up that said something along the lines of 'liz get rid of your attitude.' lol. i just blew it off. weird. i think everyday someone new yells at me. sandie yelled at me yesterday cause of the break thing. god, like i haven't heard enough of that shit. now there's a sign by the time clock. let's see how long that one stays up. lol. oh yeah, but they're watching me. fuck it.

started playing this fucked up game online called majestic. weird shit. look into it and you'll get creeped out too. all these weird people talk to you through aim, all these funky emails, and even phone calls. paranoia at its best. lol. but i'm stuck at level 5... so i give up for now. i should get going soon, cause i know mark is gonna be beat. :( asshole that i am, i forgot to send him a card. i suck. killed a spider tonite... ah! was looking for my deftones cd... and i saw him crawling down the wall. i screamed like a little girl. lol. then i squashed him! fun! wow. ok. i've gone crazy now.. so i'll be going for now. :) i know, i know...... you'll miss me, but i'll be back.. don't worry :D

worried mudvayne is out to get me

~*~liz

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