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(4:42 am - 08.25.2001 - donna kicked me out - i feel )

well. it's late. i wasted the day away like always. apparently i didn't have to babysit today, cause i called trisha about 11 times today, even left messages to make sure i was needed today, and she never picked up, or called me back. so i'm assuming i wasn't needed, and she shouldn't be mad. whatever, at least i got to do one of my favorite things in the whole world. uh-huh. sleep. slept in really late. didn't mean to. but it happens. got up and did some stupid things, then did the laundry. jess called me around noon asking to go out later on in the day. fucked around for awhile, till about 8pm. got ready to go out.... wrote april's card out, and found her a small gift. got to ge about 10 min before april got off of work. lol she was about to kick my ass if i didn't show up. she said if i didn't show up she'd be pounding on my door after she got off. lol. gave her the card and the gift. she seemed happy. gave her a hug :)

fun part of the nite... i went back to get my last schedule ever.... and... apparently donna wanted me -out- of the store immediately, cause i don't work at all next week..... i told her in my note that i could work up until september 1st.. but apparently, that didn't fly with her. sooooo whatever. i'm kinda mad about it (i wanted to call of tomorrow!-but now i can't! it's my last day!) now i gotta really find that new job. i'm really hoping i didn't make the wrong decision. my mom shouldn't be mad as long as i find another job. so yeah. great. anyone have a job for me???

went out with joe, jess and holly. went to eat and park and the waitress that served us on tue nite remembered us and waved and said hi. lol. thought i was going straight home after that, but we were sitting in front of jess's house, and they decided to go to wal-mart.. so holly and i decided to not go home. lol. got kinda pukey in the car. grr. it has to stop! shopped for a bit (well in wal-mart a bit is 2 hours.) didn't buy anything too xciting. jess and holly bought new sheets. the ones i bought a few days ago! lol, we'll all have them now. joe bought all kinds of stuff for his dorm. he says his roommates are big dorks. lol. all named joe too. 3 joes in 1 room.

don't think i'll see jess again before she leaves. she'll be busy packing and all that fun stuff tomorrow. soo well see. at least i got a hug before she left. i don't even know if her address up there will be the same! i really hope that joe comes home once in awhile to visit. i need those joe hugs. ehhh. not feeling too well right now at all. marks leaving tomorrow afternoon just for the nite. i didn't even get to talk to him tonite cause i got home too late. i'd be a bitch to talk to anyways cause of how i feel right now. i really should get to bed.

everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down

~*~liz

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