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(4:39 am - 09.07.2001 - constant diary editing! - i feel  ) yay! so my ceiling is back to leaking again. whatever. i got to go out tonite! lol, with my aunt, but still, i went out! we went out to the parkway tavern (possibly to catch starz-but she wasn't even working!) and we ate, and jim (my aunts 'companion') bought. how nice! i was relieved. =D then we went to best buy and i finally got my soad. listening to it now. still evaluating. then we went to some small ice cream place and jim bought us cones. dude, he even opened my door. how polite. i don't know anyone like that! i saw jenn at best buy tonite (along with 3 of her friends) and ray abel. i almost bought a new vcr since mine is broken. (damn! no porn for me! haha jk) and i looked at the price for the freaking sims game that brad stole from me, and it was like $50. way out of my affordale league. lol, not like anything is affordable for me... but hey. so i had them drop me off at ge, cause i told nick i'd visit him. i stayed until close too. thank god sears was there. jim would have been pissed if i was there that long. nick had aaf and dead kennedys for me. he's so great! now i own like every cd of his collection. i was gonna let him have soad to burn, but he said he'd take it when i was done with it. so i did some shopping (blah!) and talked to april and nick and sean for awhile. april drove me home and we raced sean. that was xciting. we beat him lol. yeah, got inside with all my bags and saw the fucking freezer door wide open. geez, i thought it was behaving lately... looks like we're back to our good old game. so seans not mad at me anymore (i don't think) he said some of the stuff that i wrote in here really hurt him. but the cool thing is, he apologized to nick and they're cool now, and sean called nikki and apologized to her too. so that's good. hmm. i had something else to say, but i forget now. i'm sure it wasn't important(nothing i say ever is). lol two nights ago i had a dream about mark already having a new girlfriend. it was fucked up. i was like cleaning out the fridge, and i just remember holding pudding, and he was talking to me, telling me about this girl he went out on a date with. and he totally fell for her, and he said they were dating now. i was all like "we just broke up! how could u find someone else that quickly!!?!" lol i don't remember the rest, but i'm pretty sure the girl was kendra. yeah, figures. =P ehhh. didn't get to talk to chris tonite. that sux. maybe i'll drop him an email. oh. talked to justin tonite and he says that amy (his gf) has some sort of cancer. he's really upset. he also told me that his girlfriend is the model you can see here. i still don't believe him, but... whatever. he thinks he's gonna propose to her so he can go see her when she gets her surgery (next wed), and not lose his ranking in the navy. i feel bad for him, i can't give him any advice. i'm in a much better mood. thank god. visiting nick and just going out make me much better. nick said he was even gonna call me on monday cause he knew i was all alone on a holiday. geez. he's so nice. no wonder he's one of my best friends =D told him about maybe us visiting jess up at clarion. who knows, maybe it'll happen? i think we'd have lots of fun. wow. i can't believe mudvayne won a vma. that was totally suprising. lol i bet it was my late night voting that pushed them over the edge. i think mtv (blah!) should host a real mtv2 awards show. where all the winners and nominees of the regular vmas wouldn't be allowed to participate. that would rock! like incubus and linkin park and staind were nominated, but like they even stand a chance against freaking lb, and all those overplayed bands. oh no, i'm getting off this subject... ahhhh! now it's 5am! lol but i do love being awake to watch saved by the bell around 7am. lol. oh no! there goes another spider! =( shit! and i knocked it down again. ehh. i hate that. you think one day, maybe, just maybe, i'll have a short entry...? no, i didn't think so either. hmm, i think i'm gonna mess around with my diary's appearance some more now.... so l8tr. so i trust in love, you have given me peace of mind ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 