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(11:39 pm - 09.19.2001 - job hunting really sucks! - i feel  ) blah. so earlier i had about six paragraphs written in here, and my computer just decides to start loading a different page, so i lost everything i said. not like it was important. so anyways, yesterday i actually got out and filled out six applications! yay me. i went to hallmark, payless, the dollar tree, family dollar, fashion bug, and lady godiva. the lady at payless was really nice and she said she'd probably be giving me a call. the application at lady godiva was, no lie, 10+ pages long. they pay monthly too. that's nuts. i thought about applying to the ge up there, but i didn't. maybe i should have. i know i can still remember all my codes and that crap.... so anyways. i planned on going out early, but that didn't happen. i wanted to be up by 10am, but around 8:30am i was awoken by the wonderful sound of chainsaws and wood chippers. they were cutting my tree. for an hour that's all i heard, and i was pissed. so i blasted soad and eventually they went away. i ended getting up lol around 3pm. figures. typical liz. no suprise there. i was waiting for the bus to go home, and i recognized this one freaky lady who came in the store sometimes. she's in her 30's or something, and she wears all this glitter and always does funky things with her hair. well we were standing there waiting for the bus (which was 25 minutes late!) and this lot boy at ames, well i wanted to hurt him. when he was close enough to talk to the freaky lady, he says to her "you should just dunk your head in a big tub of water and do us all a favor." and laughs and goes back inside. why in the hell are people so rude. like this guy was god's gift to women, that he even had any right to make a comment to this lady. she didn't do anything to him, so why would he even care...? people are so rude. i admit, i make comments about people i don't know all the time, but not blatently right to their face. i don't intentionally try to ruin their day, but that's what this guy set out to do. what an ass. so anyways, today is wednesday, and justin is in flordia. he kept his promise and called me this morning. and then this afternoon, and again tonite. i don't know when he's going back to ohio, but i think it's in about a month. we played the dating game a few times today. nothing will top the time nick hexum was a contestant though. lol. he makes fun of nick soooo much. he also said that he gave rob my number!! i don't think he's lying about that either. i'll freak out if this guy calls me. i wonder what justin tells them about me. yuck. i was so tired today i took a nap in the recliner, and apparently my brother came in the house to get the mail. i was in a daze, so i just showed him where the mail was, and chilled after that. talked to jenny for a little bit cause she gave me some magazines. made dinner and watched stupid tv. mark called while i was vegging. didn't talk for long (not like we talk) cause his mom picked up the phone and started dialing. lol. i visited the ge crew for three hours yesterday. when i first walked in i heard "lllllliiiiizzzzzzz!" everytime, it never fails. sharon, ashley, sarah, and stef were there. talked to sharon and stef for awhile, then talked to jenn and jeff. said hi to brandon. i just couldn't leave. i couldn't stop talking to everyone. jeff is so adorable! i don't understand why jenn doesn't want to have a relationship with him! he's willing to break up with his girlfriend to date her! she's insane! he's only 16!!! geez. he started making all these comments about how i wanted him. lol i even spanked him with my spatula. funny stuff. i went on jenn's break with her, and yes! i finished taking my pictures (not like they'll turn out, cause the flash was broken) and turned it in to get developed. too bad i won't have any $$ to go pick them up = ( at nine when sharon got off, we shopped together, (i spent freaking $45!) and she drove me home. i tried to buy a flag yesterday, but i seriously couldn't find any!!! any time i see anything about what happened, i just get sad. i can't help it. i just feel the urge to cry everytime i see a flag waving boldly in the wind, or if i see words of encouragement up on a billboard. i just don't know what to say about it. i don't even know anyone in new york or dc for that matter, but all in all, it affects everyone. oh god. yeah. but anyways. i can't even write about it, cause i'll cry. i downloaded some more songs today. i just love audiogalaxy. sometimes it's a bitch to get your satalite connected, but there's every imaginable artist available. i downloaded such different things today. my taste is so weird, from boston to zebrahead to paula abdul (shutup!!) to method man. lol. i used to -love- paula abdul. i needed to see if i still knew all the lyrics. and i did. haha. i can't believe i have another 311 log to fill out. i wonder if they'll be giving prizes again, hehe. but anyways.... it's getting late, and justin said he'd call around 9am tomorrow, so i better be off. goodnite! you may say i'm a dreamer-but i'm not the only one-i hope someday you'll join us-and the world will live as one ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |
