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(8:35 am - 03.08.2002 - ok, i lied - i feel  ) eh, so i lied. i am writing again. i was just pissed off at myself because i had written a whole entry, and then somehow my page just started reloading itself. not like anyone really missed me or anything. i guess you all (all 2 of you - thanks rose, and steph for showing me ya care) knew i'd be back. fuck, just after i bought a year long gold membership, i better stick around to get my money's worth. too bad i don't have any pictures to share. = P no one wants to look at this ugly ass face anyways. so of course, i took the quizzes that tovah listed, and the results are listed below. hope they don't take too long to load. i didn't want ugly elijah wood on my diary, so i didn't post the results to that quiz. and i just plain didn't take the rubber ducky quiz. so there, deal with that.
what is your meaning of life?
what sex toy are you?
you are very perceptive and smart. you are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. you are always learning and searching for understanding.
find out your color at stvlive.com!
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yeah, so anyways, i got my haircut like a week or two ago. i hate women 'stylists'. they always want to sabatoge my pretty hair. this one in particular cut it a little too short for me. but i'm used to it now. and everytime i go to get a cut they always want to feather my bangs. sorry, i've had my bangs for my entire life almost, and i've always worn them the same way. this is not the 80's. i do not appreciate them feathering my bangs. i told this 'stylist' to not even touch my bangs. don't cut them, don't 'style' them. but of course, i walked out of there with feathered bangs. fucking bitch!i think i need contacts. i can't see anything! that will be my next major purchase. (well, after i pay for the phone bill damnit!) i wonder if you can get colored presrciption contacts. it'd be neat to have a color change. i want pretty green eyes. i need to find somewhere cheap to go considering i don't have any vision insurance. yeah. what place runs the $99 deal? i forget.damn fucking garbage man beat my ass last nite. i totally forgot about the garbage until i walked into the alley to go to work. by then it was too late to go back inside and get all the trash together, so i just let him win. damnit, i'll get him next week. revenge will be mine.so there's this new guy at work, david. he somehow reminds me of a porn star. don't ask me how, but he just does. he's really soft-spoken though. he knows my name. i worked with him a few days ago. that was the nite i broke a jar of spaghetti sauce!!!!!!! omg. stupid me, i haven't ever broken one, and that came to an end. stupid prego. i dropped it from pretty high, so it went e-v-e-r-y-w-h-e-r-e. it smelled horrible too. it was like a work of art. i also broke freaking 4 jars of jelly that nite too. thank god i didn't break anything tonite. but, there's always tomorrow.i got to talk to unkle nik tonite. whoa, i forgot he might call me today to go out! i doubt he'll remember, but still. lol. i haven't hung out with the kid since the summer. he's all hooked on primer 55. he's going to get me hooked on it too. i can't stop listening to my nonpoint cd though. i almost let patrick borrow it, but i knew i wouldn't see him until sunday, so i took it back. i can't block my aisle without it! seriously! it's sooooo good. it's my favorite cd right now.i got an email from amira. she's so nice! we're gonna try and hang out sometime, seeing as i've never met her. when i was talking to nik last nite, he said we are exactly alike. i already know we like pretty much all the same bands, etc. we only talked online every so often, and since i work these insane hours, i'm never on aol anymore. haha, so meeting her will be like a blind date. it'd be so cool to have another friend though. cause i'm so friendless. seriously. like, i can get along with everyone. but i only hang out with a few of my friends.i guess i only hang out with the ones that make me feel absolutely comfortable. those being starz, jess, joe, shari, laura, and jason. starz and jason, cause i've known them forever. laura and shari cause we've been through tons together and it's just plain fun. ya know, those are the kind of people, where you can sit in silence in be totally comfortable with it. there's no need to entertain each other, cause you truly enjoy each other's company. i love that. those are the friendships that you've got to hang on to. and jess and joe cause they make me laugh so damn much. i never have to talk with them. they are better than any television show i've ever seen.woo. now this entry is like hella-long. i guess i'll be off. and let the writing drought come to and end. have a wonderful day all. and don't go telling me you missed me, cause i know you don't mean it. understood? ok. good. oh yeah, and steph i'll get back to you about your ? soon enough. don't worry ; ) even though i'm kinda slow. (ok, really slow.)i know i can't hold the hate inside my mind-cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life-so i'll just ask a question-a lonely simple question-i'll just ask one question-what if you did-what if you lied-what if I avenge-what if eye for an eye-what if your words could be judged like a crime?~*~liz
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