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(11:08 am - 03.14.2002 - lush - i feel  ) sorry if anything in this entry appears misspelled. i just got home from my morning at the bar with mike. it was actually quite fun. i walked down to ge at 7am this morning and got him. ed was surprised to see me. lol. he gets this goofy smile on his face and just says "carry on...". expecting to see something naughty. lol. fools. what do they know. i had to get something to drink and some cheese, then we dropped it off at my house. when we walked by the bar joe sticked his head out of the door and says "i've been waiting for you, get back here!" lol. we went in. mike's not a 'bar' type of guy. he's more of a clubber. which is totally his style. he loves to dance and act a fool. i just like to kick back and chill. flip, mike and joe all bought a round. how sweet. i only ended up paying for one of my drinks. yahoo! gotta love that. i only have 5 barcadi and cokes, and i was flying high. lol. crazy terminology. everyone left, and it was just mike and i. we decided to go get some breakfast before he had to catch the bus at 10:20. we started to walk to mc donald's. some old guy picked us both up. it was so cute. we were just walking along, arm in arm, and this guy just pulls over and asks us if we're going to ge. mike said "no, mc donald's" and he says "get in!" lol. you couldn't just do that anywhere. i guess verona really is this tiny trusting town. everyone really does know everyone. so the guy dropped us off at mc donald's. we ate a little. then we walked up to the bus stop. lol, mike found a flower on the street in perfect condition and gave it to me. rar. while we were sitting at the bus stop the hostess man drove by. hehe. stupid me, i pointed right at him, and told mike that he was hot. hopefully he didn't notice, but i know he did, we made full-on eye contact. oh well. mike wants to do this every thursday. that'd be fun. i definitely won't drink as much as i did today. but i love the feeling of being protected by a guy. i love that. i'm a total girl when it comes to crap like that. feeling helpless, and having a big strong man take care of me. but it's not a weakness, so don't even think that! i meant to do my freaking laundry like 1000 days ago. i still need to do it. i know it won't be getting done today. no way man. i need some sleep. everytime i fell asleep yesterday, someone called me. everytime!!!! i would fall asleep for 10 minutes or whatever, and it would feel like longer, but no, it was just 10 minutes. mark thought i worked last nite, so he called me earlier than he usually would. then everytime i fell asleep in the am, mike called. i think the longest i was actually asleep was about 2 hours and 20 minutes. bah. not good enough for this champion sleep queen. thank god for the backspace key today. you would not even know what this entry would have looked like without it! i can't spell anything write. i just tried to spell 'not', 'knot'. nooo, i'm not drunk. hopefully i'll wake up after i go to sleep, cause i have this alcohol running around in my system, and when i got home i took like 600 mg. of aspirin. that's not a good thing is it? oh well. shit happens. haha. there ain't (ain't???? omg!) no way the garbage man is gonna beat me today! everything is already ready to go! hahaha. i got his ass whooped today! (whooped???) i guess when i get a little drunk, the hick words come rolling on out. lol. we all got it, some are just better at hiding it. yay. amira said she'd go to the incubus concert with me. that's cool. we're both nervous about meeting each other though. that's just funny. we shouldn't be nervous at all. nick said we were pretty much the same. and i don't think that little thing about mark from blink was right at all. i thought i had read it in gbg's diary but when i went back to check it, the entry wasn't there... whoa. someone is serious mind-fucking me. this diary is funny as hell. not only does this guy have a hot friend, his entries are pure comedic relief. pictures in entries really spice things up a bit. make it a little more interesting. maybe i'm just a major stalker though. i love to see what other people see. since i can't be there and all ya know? dude, i'm so jealous of my girl peaches!! she gets to see our boys, 311, in two days!!!! lucky her! no doubt they'll be coming off a major 3-11 day high. lol. no pun intended. = P well kiddies, i'm all spaced out and tired, and all that good crap, so i'm going now. take care. and if i don't ever update again (from mixing the drugs and alcohol) make sure someone carries out my last wishes. (which i meant to write an entry about like forever ago...) lol, anyways.. bye babes. i'm hoping you'll notice-that no one else helps me grow-oh, it's not easy to let you know-what i'm dying to show-dying until you know-pretending all the while-a competition smile-now i've thrown something far-and it haunts me like a curse-i'm like a stone-falling hard-and i'm only getting worse ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 