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(5:56 am - 10.02.2002 - vroom, vroom!! - i feel  ) 
so which letter of the alphabet matches your personality, huh?
yeah. so let's see. sometime last week, my mom had to come back to pittsburgh to go to all her doctor appointments. i was worried that she'd be living with me again. wait, no. i wasn't worried about that. i want to live with my mom, i just don't want us to live in this house. she was either going to move back in here with me, or move in with my dad, which would have been really crazy. but luckily, she decided to go back with her boyfriend, wherever he is exactly, i don't know. but, she decided that she didn't want to leave her car down at my brother's apartment, so she left her car with me! so needless to say, i've racked up quite a few miles on it already. she left it the nite before the hoobastank concert. i drove it that nite, just to make sure i knew how to get there. next nite, i drove it all around, collecting presents for the band, and a card for doug from greenwheel, cause he hurt his hand. aww. anyhow. i got down to metropol late, and had already missed greenwheel. waited and waited for hoobastank, waited, waited. sigh. finally doug came out and walked by. i didn't want to jump on him, so i waited to talk to him. finally, i walked up to the bus after the crowd thinned out a bit and gave doug presents and talked to him for awhile. definitely one of the nicest rock stars i've ever met. he gave me so many hugs, and i got a picture with him. so freaking nice. then dan popped back out of the bus and i got a picture with him. i never saw the other 2, but that's ok. i'll get 'em next time around. i was just so surprised with how nice doug and dan were. work has been fine lately. surprise! no huge orders, and no one really getting on my nerves. thank god, for once. i haven't been sleeping too much, since i've had the temptation of the car sitting outside. considering i have a permit, not a license, and no insurance, i really shouldn't be driving as much as i am. oh well. i went thru the carwash and the fucking thing broke the drivers side window off. luckily, it was broken before. i ran a red light, downtown, infront of a city cop. i've got beeped at three times, and one guy called me a bitch. but other than that, it's been fine. i do obey all the speed limits. i'm not breaking any laws, cause if i did, i'd be in deep shit. i had to get a cd car adapter. and i think i blew out the cars speakers. whoops. if the bass is up too high, you can hear static. not good. hopefully mom won't notice. she's due back in town next thursday, and as of now, she's staying with my dad. hmm. ok. weird. i haven't talked to the dj since the last time i wrote about him. i haven't really been doing much, besides driving, working, and sometimes sleeping. eh, i need to take a shower. excited to see taproot. yes. hopefully nik and i will be able to go. i think it's on the 19th at nick's fat city. they're touring with project86. nik's the one that got me into them. starz and i went down to the waterfront and shopped a bit, and she made me see swimfan. definitely a movie that i wanted to avoid seeing, but thankfully it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. whoops, i've been driving by patricks house. not a good thing. hopefully i won't see him. i still haven't seen dave moore. i want to see him. i haven't seen the kid in over a year, and i'd really like to know what he's up to. i hate dunkin donuts mocha coolatta. that's a lie. those things are freaking addictive, and so yummy. i've already drove on the turnpike. hehe. i've put over 400 miles on the car already. hopefully mom didn't write down the miles before she dropped the car off, but i bet she did. i drove by brad's house. there was a blue and white bronco in the driveway with a license plate that said "lori-r". so obviously, he's dating someone. i don't know if i should tell mom or not. i think she knows the girl that brad is dating now. so that's the reason i haven't updated in awhile. i've been too busy driving. and today i think i'm going to make a mixtape. i hate having to change my cds on the road. and cds aren't long enough for me while i'm driving. i got a hoobastank t-shirt the other day for doing my streetteaming. that's cool. and i won some greenwheel streetteam contest. i lost one of my diamond earrings. fuck!!!! i'm so upset over this. they were something that i bought for myself, and i got tons of compliments about them. now i only have one. figures. now the only earrings i have in are the garnets that mark bought me for christmas, cause i don't have any other earrings to go with them. i almost bought some gold hoops, but i'm so freaking broke. life's short, i should enjoy what little money i have, right? ehh. i still need a shower. and whatever else i write won't matter anyhow.... wait!! laura kelly is in town!!!! hopefully i'll get to see her!! i love that girl!! and man, i've been having some crazy dreams lately. just last nite, i had 5. one was about sept. 11, another was about lesbianism, another about stuffed animals coming alive, another about a mall, and one about crashing a car. oh yeah, and the other day when i was driving out to wal-mart at 6am in the morning, the fog was so thick, you couldn't even see 5 feet in front of you. i drove by a car that crashed into the side of a hill (on the worst road ever), and then 2 seconds down the road, a dog ran out infront of me. i almost turned around to go back home. then, going across this huge bridge to get to wal-mart, it felt like i was driving on a cloud. you couldn't clearly see the bridge, and all around was pure whiteness. so strange. i know
you love the song but not the singer-i know you've got me wrapped around your finger-i know you want the sin without the sinner-You cut me loose in contradiction-i know i'm all wrapped up in sweet attrition-i know it's asking for your benediction ~*~liz
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