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(12:00 pm - 10.11.2002 - 12th friday five - i feel  )  1. if you could only choose 1 cd to ever listen to again, what would it be? ouch. worst question ever!!!! well, i'd have to make a mix cd with all my favorite songs, right? and if i couldn't do that, i'd have to choose transistor by 311 of course.2. if you could only choose 2 movies to watch ever again, what would they be? american beauty and geez, umm. probably a toss-up between the jerk and better off dead. 3. if you could only choose 3 books to read ever again, what would they be? high fidelity, oedipus, and the shining. 4. if you could only choose 4 things to eat or drink ever again, what would they be chicken wings, ice cream, slushies and pizza. all quite healthy choices, huh? 5. if you could only choose 5 people to ever be/talk/associate/whatever with ever again, who would they be? my mom. mark. jess. nik. and the love of my life. whoever that may be. ohh. congratulate me. actually done on a friday. yeah, no real entry though. i can see the tears streaming from your face. i actually have a friday nite off, so i hopefully will find someone interesting to do. i think i broke mom's car. yeah, who didn't know that was coming. well, i broke the drivers side window awhile ago, but now, i think i screwed up something with the engine, and i don't know what to do about it. hmm. mom was supposed to come home yesterday, but since dad apparently has a girlfriend, she couldn't stay with him. she'll be home sometime next week. my uncle called me. i haven't called him back yet. i might today. who knows. but everytime i talk to the guy i end up crying. it's just the same old thing over and over again.... him: we have to get this done for my dad. that's all i care about right now
me: yes, i know.him: i mean, we really have to get the ball moving on this.
me: yeah...
him: and are you thinking about going to school soon, or what? cause i can help you with anything in that department. have you been looking for an apartment? did you get your license yet?
me: (trying to hide the crying.....) yeah, blah blah blah. fun stuff. but yeah. anyhow... let's see. next thursday is the good charlotte show at metropol. i'm pretty sure i'm just going down to meet them. and then next saturday is the taproot/project86 show at nick's fat city. i'm so excited about that one. the new taproot cd comes out on tuesday. i hope we get to meet them. nik, nikki and i are going. hopefully we won't have any problems like what happened at x-fest. speaking of nik, i was supposed to go out with him on tuesday, but he never called. i don't know if he just forgot, or if something happened. or, maybe i was supposed to call him. i should have just called him. i ended up wasting my whole tuesday off. well, i did watch a few movies. mark and i watched 40 days and 40 nites, which i saw previously. then i rented... donnie darko, which was weird. not the movie. it was a great movie, but... the weird thing about it was... i don't know if i aw it before. i know i saw the bunny before. i don't know if it was in a dream, or something, but i've seen that bunny before, and i don't recall ever seeing the movie before. this makes me nervous. and, uh, i rented... damn. i forget. some chick movie. hmm. wow. i really can't remember. oh. ok. the sweetest thing. and sometime last week i rented van wilder. (rawr ryan reynolds) that was pretty much the only reason i rented that one. i still have $21 in video coupons to use before christmas, so i might be renting something tonite. yay. i'm renting hackers and swingers. yep. that is, if they even have them. so wow. work has been blah lately. ed is really being stupid. i guess it's an undeniable fact, that when you get more power, the more bitchy you get. whatever. ed and i will actually be at the same concert on november 19th. fucking audiovent!!! yes!!!! they're coming to metropol (yes!!!) with saliva (nooooo!!!). i saw saliva live before, and they suck. awfully. but i'll probably cut out, and see what the boys in av are up to. i love metropol!!! there's no escaping the fans there. god, i still can't get over how nice doug robb was. hehe. aww. sean just drove by. he always beeps at my house. nik said he does too. i know seans horn though. well, that and his system. marilyn and i went to see sweet home alabama. such a chick movie. so predictable. but it was ok. well, the 7-11 workers know me now. i'm sorry, but i love slurpees and the like. poor little foreign guy. justin was being a dick to me awhile ago. nothing different there. but the guy at the pizza hut was really nice to me. yay. i'm just throwing in random thoughts here and there if you haven't noticed. i don't know if i want to go out anymore. everytime i see someone i haven't seen for awhile they tell me someone is dead. i went thru the arby's drive thru about 2 weeks ago, and i saw one of my old friends sisters. she told me her mom died. that's not cool. then about a week ago, i stopped in the mall, and i saw one of my old favorite customers. he was my "old man". he and his wife would always come in and jump in my line. he nicknamed me "smiley". they even gave me a bracelet once. well, those old people love to do laps around the mall (inside) in the morning, and i saw him. his wife passed. i felt awful! i'm going to cook him something really nice and take it out to him one morning. and have i told my diary that patrick came back to work at ge? haha. what a trap ge is. once you work there, you always come back. so, yes, the king of all, patrick is back. but he's not working with us. he's doing the produce truck, which keeps him out of sight most of the time. which is a good thing, cause i'd get in trouble with patrick around constantly. after losing my diamond earring, i lost one of the garnets that mark bought me for christmas. then i found it in the waterbed, but the diamond is still m.i.a. fuck! still haven't got to see laura kelly. we played phone tag for awhile, and i bet she's leaving town soon. i think i'll cry now. 311 is on the radio at the moment. happy liz. speaking of which, about a week after i stopped playing my number for the lottery, marilyn asks me "did you see what hit last nite?" i almost screamed cause i thought it was my #, but no, it was 211. whew. i know the day 311 hits i'll kick myself. i wouldn't win that much money or anything, it's just, well, i'm obsessed! so there! but that's really no surprise! it's not enough-i need more-nothing seems to satisfy-i don't want it-i just need it-to breathe, to feel, to know i'm alive ~*~liz
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