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(8:22 am - 02.16.2002 - time to get drunk - i feel )

mark's brother is out of jail. (long story) i think he got out the day before valentine's day. yeah. that sounds right. mark has been hanging out with him almost everyday, for lunch, and after school. =( but =) that is the reason he's been late calling me. well, yesterday.. apparently mark's brother bought him some beer. mark calls smirnoff ice, beer, even though it's malt beer. a 'beer alternative' shall you, as the site describes. lol. so anyways... mark and i plan to get drunk tonite. i will finally crack open the bottle of captain moron (yes, moron. hehe. or morgan if you prefer) and get all pukey-like. what fun. mark's never really been drunk. it'll be fun to see what type of drunk he is.

he did get a note that his package came yesterday, but being the bum that he is, he wasn't home to get it. he has to go to the post office today and pick it up. and damnit, i can't remember mom's address to send her a birthday card. it's too early right now to call too. hopefully the mailman won't come early today. two weeks ago, the garbage man kicked my ass. i totally forgot, but for the last two weeks, i've gotten him good! i didn't even tie my garbage bags! ha! oops, and i ripped a big hole in this weeks one. yuck, it had spaghetti at the bottom of the bag too. nice and colorful all over my grandfathers porch!

actually got to see patrick last nite. he finally gave me back my soad cd, and heh, i got to borrow some of his too. i only borrowed korn, the presidents, and yes, warren g. the old-school warren g. the warren g. that liz had a tape of. i forgot how much i liked that album. i might just have to go buy it or something. i borrowed the presidents cause of justin. that used to be his favorite band. and a little before 'kitty' first came out, it was my song. i couldn't get enough of it. after 'kitty' though.... no. =P i borrowed korn, mainly cause i don't own any korn cds. i only have one song by them, and it's on the woodstock '99 cd. (which i totally love! - especially buckcherry's lit up! - omg!) that cd is so crazy. i've heard live cds before where the audience sings, but on that one, during a limp bizkit (ugh) song, the crowd is so loud. for some strange reason, it gives me goosebumps. wow. was that a run on thought? yes, i think.

ed embarassed me today. (imagine that!) he, lori and i were talking. ed was making fun of me and lori said "don't worry, i'll beat him up for you." and ed is kinda, really tall, and lori said she'd have to get up on a crate to do the job. i said "no, just take him out at the legs, and he'll be done." then ed turns around, and said "but then i'll fall on top of you, and you'll enjoy that too much. your pelvis will automatically thrust upwards, and then we'll be there for awhile." whoa. for an older guy, he's cute. he grows on you. and he's really tall, and i melt for that. oh yeah.

when i got to work last nite, sean humped me as usual. of course, we had an audience. joe, ed, tony, etc. well then mike came out and jumped up on me too. so i had these two guys attacking me, and all the older guys were just staring in awe. i'm used to sean humping me. i feel so sad if he doesn't. and of course, he has to tickle me. mike kissed my cheek. aww. i love gay guys! they are so affectionate! now, only if they weren't gay! =( fridays are rough, cause i'm the only female there. so i'm getting picked on constantly. fuck, my order was small tonite. i got done at like 3. soo nice. i wish every nite was like that.

mike said that his valentine's day wasn't so good. darn. i wonder what happened. he said he'd call and tell me, but who knows. i know i work on wednesday with him! yay! that's the only nite that he works nite-turn. stupid doug usually schedules me off though. i did give a note to doug to schedule me off on the 26th so i could go to the alien ant farm concert with jenn. that is, if she still wants to go. she said yes in the email, but then i never heard anything else back from her. we'll see.

damnit! i forgot cherries and ice at the store! i don't even want to go back down there. i want chinese too. maybe i'll walk back down there.

(2.17.2002 - 1:37 pm)

yeah right. like that happened. lol. well, mark ended up not even getting drunk, and just throwing up. oh joy. i even heard it. yuck! i only had two drinks, and i was feeling good. darn. the freaking beastie boys concert was on vh1 last nite again. i want to tape it, but i never know when it's on! stupid vh1 playing the beastie boys. what's up with that anyways? finally got to bed at 4am. slept all day until noon when mark called. finally, i heard from justin. he's all pissed off at the moment. damn. i forgot to call mom yesterday to get her address. her birthday is tomorrow. maybe i'll call her up and see if she wants to do something. i work monday nite, but she probably won't want to do anything though.

mark did pick up his package yesterday, and i gave him a few more hints to his 'surprise'. he did guess it was a $50. i had to tell him where it was though. he didn't want to rip open tony the tiger to get it though. weirdo. i'd rip that shit right open to get my cash! i'm greedy as hell! i ended up getting a dozen red roses. he spent $100 on them! jeez! that's crazy. they are beautiful though. the lady couldn't find my house, so she had to call me. lol. so even if i didn't know i was getting flowers, it still wouldn't have been a surprise, call the lady had to call me. i'm the worst at giving directions too. no wonder it took her an hour and a half to get here. oops.

the dreams i've been having these last two days were way weird. i think i need to start a dream diary. yeah. i think i will. well, i'll be on my way now. i need to find lyrics!

i don't know-i feel like something's happening-something good is happening-i feel love has got to come on-and i want it-something big and lovely

~*~liz

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