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(8:03 pm - 02.18.2002 - more dreaming - i feel  ) grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i'm so cranky! so cranky! i went to bed late and got up at 10am when mom called. i've been up since then. figures, since i tried to go back to sleep, the phone wouldn't stop ringing!!!!! i'm not even happy about going to work tonite! hopefully marilyn will have some krispy kremes to make me feel better??!?! i've never had one! (gasp!) it's mom's birthday and i pissed her off because i was cranky when speaking to her. damnit. now i'm going over there tomorrow at 6pm. ehh. sleeping over too. that means no mark. =( justin went to the hospital yesterday. he dislocated his shoulder. i called him today, but he didn't call me back, as usual. i washed everything yesterday!!!! ahhhhh i love clean bed stuff. makes me even happier to go to sleep! i was so tired last nite, i feel asleep in the lazy-boy chair around 4am, watching coming to america. but then i had to get my down comforter out of the dryer and put everything back on my bed. some how i got the crap from the 'glade plug-in' on my pillow cover. now it smells really strong, something like tropical breeze. i don't know how that happened. i had this really vivid dream about mark and his mom. i really think his mom hates me. at least, she did in the dream, and then that made mark hate me too. damnit! =( i had this other dream a few days ago (i still haven't made my dream diary.... so i have to write it in here, before i forget). i was with starz and this guy. the guy had some kind of physical deformity, but i can't remember what it was. well, we were all downtown, during the day, we were shopping. much later on, we went to the north side (i think). we were standing at the river's edge, and the guy told us to swim out to this huge thing out in the middle of the river. it was kind of like and un-finished bridge (much, much taller than the one in san francisco). well, we all swam out there, and i was the first to climb all the way up to the top of this thing. when i reached the top, i had to climb up onto the little platform. you could see the whole city lit up. after awhile starz and the guy joined me up on the platform. (it was just too weird, this tall structure just out in the middle of the river). well, then we knew this tornado/hurricane was coming. i forget how we got down, and what happened after that. just strange. another dream i had before the mark one was strange too. i was on a date, but we ended up at giant eagle. apparently there was a restaurant in the back, and this waiter had seated us at a table. we were the only ones there, and people were working all around us. the table started moving... like we were the thingy from a ouija board. we both tried to stop the table from moving, but it just wouldn't. well, the table led us back to the receiving dock. art (one of the managers) was back there. i had lost my date somewhere. art told me to pick up this enormous piece of wood, and put it into the bailer. well, the bailer was huge, i had to climb up these metal stairs that were on the bailer. i was halfway up carrying this huge piece of wood, and suddenly the building started burning down. art told me to just go outside. i went out onto the receiving dock, and i was encircled in flames. i just decided to jump off before it was too late. on the way down, my foot and part of my leg caught on fire. i landed on the ground, and all these other girls were there too. they were all on fire! they didn't even care. it was like some fucked-up cult thing. the last thing i remember from that dream was i was staring at this girls scalp because it was on fire.. and i was crying cause i was burnt so badly. thank god mark called me and woke me up. lol. ok. now that you think i'm totally fucked, i don't think i'll write anymore dreams in here =P my subconscious mind has some serious problems. damn, i really need to run this entry thru a spell-check. i know i misspelled like every other word. of course, you won't know that, cause they'll all be corrected! heh! but damn! in the interview i did, there's a mistake!!!!! i meant to write "a smile is simply the easiest way to make someone else smile." but instead, i wrote, "a simple is simply the easiest way to make someone else smile." duh! now i feel like a total ass! stupid me. anywayssssss..... moving on. i took a walk to giant eagle last nite, cause i was so bored! i really wanted some chinese too. i talked to kim and brandon, and rented rat race, which i watched today. i liked it. maybe just cause of seth green (whoo!) but this one part was so funny! i couldn't believe that it was actually in there! i also rented ed tv but that isn't due back for awhile. heh, i'm only 1 degree of seperation from seth green! yahoo! ;) yeah, i need to change my layout soon, it's been too long! i think i'm done writing now. i have to do shit before i go and get ready for work. ughhhhhh!!!!!! nite all! hehe. this dj-he gets down-mixing records while he go round-to the hip to the hop you just dont stop-producing funky tracks till it makes you drop ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |
