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(4:53 am - 05.02.2003 - friday five 5.02 - i feel  ) 1. name one song you hate to admit you like. any sung word that comes out of clay aikens mouth. i admit it now, i am a clay aiken fan, and he will be the next american idol!!! (damn my mom for getting me so hooked!) besides that, uh, for the last week or so, i've been way too into welcome to the jungle by guns n' roses. yeah. 2. name two songs that always make you cry. easy. how to disappear completely by radiohead, and circles by soul coughing, and a lot of others. 3. name three songs that turn you on. ok... not your typical "let's get it on" answers, but... climbing up the walls by radiohead feat. sneaker pimps very important that it's that version. down in oakland by transplants... and, really either spider ones voice (specifically when worlds collide) that whispering shit really gets to me, or freaking trent reznors voice. yeah baby. 4. name four songs that always make you feel good. should i just name 4 311 songs? hmmm. that'd be way too easy.... how about... 1. any song by 311 2. bunny in the city by andrew 3. rock lobster by the b-52's 4. it's a toss up between the "james brown celebrity hot tub party" by eddie murphy, that was really a skit on snl, and the hidden shit on the end of incubus' s.c.i.e.n.c.e. album. 5. name five songs you couldn't ever do without. ouch. no, i don't think i can do this question right now. too hard. hurts. my. head. maybe... a 311 song, an incubus song, a clash song, but then i think "oh no, that's all wrong...." maybe i'll get to this later. --friday5 how come it was so easy for me to think of songs that make me sad? i had to sit and really think about songs that make me feel good. i guess i should change up what i listen to? or maybe i convert happy songs into sad ones? who knows. i just know i'm getting sick of the same old thing. anyone offer any help to move on?? mark sent me a birthday present! yay! it's only a few months late, and i told him before my birthday that i didn't want anything.. guys should know that when girls say they don't want a present, that means, "i'll get pretty pissed at you if you don't get me a present!" why are girls so fucked up? seriously! i'm ashamed to be part of this gender, but then again, i bet i'd be ashamed to be a male too. well, at least your typical male, that only cares about beer, sports and sex. you know what, i think i am a male, trapped inside a female body. i always say i'd be better off as a gay man, cause damnit, i'm always attracted to gay men. grr. sometimes things are unfair. it's early, and i'm really just rambling on here. mom got mad at me yesterday, cause i was sleeping and she needed me to fill out forms. then she fell asleep. so, i think we're going this morning to drop off all these papers downtown. i don't think i wrote about the new apartment yet, cause i learned not to talk about things until they actually happen, cause most of the time, in my situation, they normally don't happen. so... anyhow.. mom was approved for section 8 housing. her voucher ran out at the end of april, but then she found this place.. and we went to look at it. it was pretty nice. well, anything is going to be better then here. so, it had a really nice livingroom, a den, a tiny kitchen, and upstairs, it's the bathroom mom's room and my room. my room doesn't have windows, but it has a skylight. which might be a good thing if i'm still going to work nites. i'm pretty sure that's where we're going, but, then again... since i actually took the time and wrote about it, who knows. it's only about 15 minutes away from here, and pretty much right down the street from my aunt's house. yeah. nothing else to say... i was suspended from work on tuesday cause of something i did 3 months ago. when i went to harrisburg for my moms birthday, i thought i didn't have to be back to work until wednesday, well, it was tuesday that i was scheduled. so, i ended up calling ed at 11:30pm to tell him that i didn't know that i was supposed to be there, and i'd be there the next day. that's what i'm 'suspended' for. and someone "lost the paperwork" that's why it took so long for my 'suspension' to happen. that place is so wrong. i really don't feel like writing about anything else because it all feels so.. pointless. no one cares what i think about, or what i do... so fuck it. demon by guster: my words confuse you
my eyes don't move or blink
cause it's easier sometimes
not to be sincere
somehow i make you believe believe when i speak i cross my fingers
will you know you've been deceived?
i find a need to be the demon
a demon cannot be hurt honest is easy
fiction's where genius lies
cause it's easier sometimes
not to be involved
somehow i make you believe
believe ~*~liz
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