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(12:29 a.m. - 8-12-2001 - being watched - i feel  ) my crazy subconscious mind. i need drugs to change it or something. crazy dreams i've been having. the one last nite was so weird, i'm not even going to write about it in here cause i don't know who might be reading this! it involved logan kent (wtf!) and 2 other girls (one porn star, and another xotic girl). that's all i have to say about that. then the other one was just about work. of course. this man bought some plates and glasses and i broke each one of them. lol. funny stuff. i didn't set my alarm today, cause i thought i'd get up in time to go to work, but lol, i just made it. i woke up at xactly 3pm. and i had to be at work at 3:30. but i made it right on time somehow.... :) brooke was on fe tonite (FUN!) ha. stupid day at work really. oh well. one funny thing. i walked over to the time clock to take a drink, and adam walks by me and asks to see me for a sec. so he starts whispering. lol, he tells me that i should punch out before buying my stuff (stupid rule-since it takes the damn deli 11 min to make a friggin sandwich) so i tell him, oh ok. ya know, whatever. then he says "just pay more attention cause --they're watching you!--" WHAT THE FUCK! caps, yes i know. but what the hell! just cause i punch out after i walk around and get my stuff for my break, that's a reason to watch me? like it makes a fucking difference. god. breaks are always scheduled too early anyways, so i'm just balancing it out a bit. fuck ge. they have the most fucking stupid ass rules ever. i need to quit. i've been thisclose to quitting sooooo many times, i just might end up doing it soon. lol after i go and find another job, and then i'll do it. (too bad i've been saying it forever though) but whatever. so apparently they're watching every move i make, every step i take, they'll be watching me. fucking idiots. i better get off the subject of work, cause we'll be here all nite. omg, so brandi was talking to jen at work today and i overheard her say something about starz! so i guess starz is dating ray abel now! wow. things change fast. i apparently didn't call that girl yet. maybe on mon. i have off. oh can't wait for tomorrow! 11-7:30!!! yay! haha. omg! new incubus! awesome. wow. i almost got as xcited as i would with 311. that's nuts. i really don't know what else to talk about now. i bet mark will want to go soon, so i better wrap this up so i can get my game on a bit before i'm told we're leaving :P ok. sorry this entry was so boring. :( lata ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents |
