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(7:55 pm - 08.28.2001 - i got a shower today - i feel  ) giggling. why does everyone i know think me giggling is so amusing/cute. lol. geez. i'm in this totally weird mood. i have so much to say, but i can't say any of it!!! =( i don't know what i got into, but.. geez. nevermind. =P i wanted to take jenn out tonite, but she's not feeling well. she starts school tomorrow! all my friends are seniors in high school, lol! i have nothing new to say! at all. i'm just patiently sitting here waiting. seeing how things are changing. making sure i say and do the right things. don't want to push you away. gradually seeing how you change my mood. smiling always when i think of you. but i can't tell you, not yet. shadowing some things from you. when will it all become clear to the both of us? learning new things every day. i wish i knew xactly what you are thinking. i'll sit here quietly -with a smile on my face- waiting. what was that....? even i don't know. yay. the new soad comes out in xactly one week! =D duh. i forgot to tell nik that i bought a concert ticket for him too. crap! i really hope he goes, cause if not, then i'll be all sad. but i think the whole wallace crew is going. not just jess, joe and i. but well see. lol thought i was gonna get up semi-early today (considering i fell asleep about 8:30am) but around 1pm there was this lovely thunderstorm, and ahhh. that's the best. so i just stayed in bed. felt soo nice, even though tim (1 of my dogs) got freaked out and tried coming in my room. this big old collie trying to lay down in my room that had about this much (.) free space. lol. tim makes me laugh so much. he's soo paranoid. it's so funny. stupid people do stupid things, smart people outsmart each other... ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 