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since 11.23.01

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(8:38 am - 07.16.2003 - things change, feelings change, for now.... - i feel )

it's so damn strange how quickly your mood can change. yesterday i was so... upset over my feelings, but today, watching jeanette sleep... god, i'm such a goof. since we drink from the same bottle of water all the time, jeanette got sick from me. i feel terrible. so today, i'm taking care of her. this is what makes me happiest. i know this is what she wanted to do. she knew if she said she hates being alone when she's sick that i'd offer to take care of her here. so now, there she is, 2 feet away from me, sleeping soundly. and i can't stop smiling.

yesterday i also bought stuff for me. a belt, 2 plain white shirts, bracelets, rings, toe rings, a taproot poster, 2 tool cds, candles, candles for jeanette... and i got my foo fighters pictures back. and i have the perfect picture of dave grohl, pointing and looking directly at me. i freaked out when i saw it. if i still had my gold membership, i'd put it in here, but, yeah.

so i stole this from dana, cause i am, infact, stalking her. bold the ones you've read/watched:

1984, george orwell
alice's adventures in wonderland, lewis carroll
animal farm, george orwell
black beauty, anna sewell
catch 22, joseph heller
the catcher in the rye, jd salinger
charlie and the chocolate factory, roald dahl
gone with the wind, margaret mitchell
little women, louisa may alcott
of mice and men, john steinbeck
the secret garden, frances hodgson burnett
a tale of two cities, charles dickens
to kill a mockingbird, harper lee

ok, so 1/4 the way thru that, i decided instead of coding the whole thing, i'd just put in the ones i've read. same with this next part. =P

100 movies.

1 godfather, the (1972)
2 shawshank redemption, the (1994)
3 godfather: part II, the (1974)
4 lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring, the (2001)
5 schindler's list (1993)
9 star wars (1977)
12 one flew over the cuckoo's nest (1975)
14 lord of the rings: the two towers, the (2002)
16 raiders of the lost ark (1981)
17 usual suspects, the (1995)
18 amelie (2001)
19 pulp fiction (1994)
21 psycho (1960)
22 silence of the lambs, the (1991)
27 goodfellas (1990)
28 american beauty (1999)
30 pianist, the (2002)
33 some like it hot (1959)
34 matrix, the (1999)
35 to kill a mockingbird (1962)
36 taxi driver (1976)
39 fight club (1999)
44 requiem for a dream (2000)
49 saving private ryan (1998)
52 monty python and the holy grail (1975)
55 se7en (1995)
57 wizard of oz, the (1939)
60 american history x (1998)
64 alien (1979)
68 annie hall (1977)
72 reservoir dogs (1992)
73 sixth sense, the (1999)
74 jaws (1975)
80 fargo (1996)
81 blade runner (1982)
83 aliens (1986)
84 toy story 2 (1999)
87 shining, the (1980)
88 donnie darko (2001)
90 princess bride, the (1987)
100 graduate, the (1967)

wow. that's pretty pathetic. i think i need to start reading more. to see what i didn't read/watch you have to visit dana and check out the whole list. so there. bed for me.

i might say things you don't want to hear-but someday you might care-and i won't be there-no i won't be there-i'm punching myself out-holding in my breath-i can yell all i want-throwing up the words that i said to you-i always do, do what i'm not supposed to

~*~liz

and i know i'll probably regret writing this entry as well.... whatever.

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