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(8:30 am - 09.13.2003 - busy busy busy - i feel  ) well now. it's been about a week, hasn't it? times just flies... when i'm having fun. jeanette's new place looks good so far. we've been so busy, it's incredible. moving shit every day, working, going out and other shit. we went to pegasus the other thursday. fun times. she finally broke up with amee. amazing. however this is working out, i can't believe how fine i am with it. jeanette and i are not "together". but damn, we do everything that couples do. maybe it's better off that way. takes off some pressure? heh, right now she's on the couch sleeping. rough night at work. she's going to meet my dad today. that should be interesting... mom's on vacation in virginia beach. she should be home on monday. she misses jeanette and i. jeanette misses her. i miss amira. i didn't even get to see her when she came home on memorial day. stinker. it's too weird how i went from being alone 99% of the time to being busy and sleeping with someone all the time. i can't even tell you when the last time i slept a whole nite alone was. i guess it's kind of a nice feeling. *sigh* i mailed mark his pictures yesterday and felt really good about it. i'm so glad i'm not upset and i finally know how i feel about that whole situation. i'm really glad i'm so happy. and i have someone here that i can hug and stuff. goodness. heh, i love the fact that she loves to cuddle. it's just right for now. i know it'll probably go bad one day, but since that day isn't today, i'm not even going to waste time thinking about it and enjoy things while they're good. and good they are. yesterday was damn good. i can't believe that happened. anyhow... since i hardly update anymore i doubt anyone reads this shit. even when i didn't have anything to do i didn't update that much, so whatever. i just want to send out big hugs and kisses to everyone who still reads my shit. i love you! <3 with all the streetteams i'm on, i'm finally getting the things i deserve. i won 2 contests in the last week. i'm getting a 311 t-shirt and some static-x shit. yay! and now i'm the owner of the 311 webring. heh. wow. i've spent way too much time here, and i really do have a million things to do today. insanity! ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 