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(4:15 am - 09.05.2001 - i smiled today - i feel  ) oh wow. it's like 4 in the morning, and i was just checking up on my boys (311) to see if they've decided to come to pittsburgh yet (still no date). well i was just checking up on the whole site there, and wow did i get a suprise. (well a huge suprise for me!!) i was reading the news, blah, blah, warped tour, blah, blah, new album, blah, blah, street team.. !!!!!! street team!!! they listed the names of the people who did outstanding work for them... and hell yeah!!! i'm on the freaking list!!! i can't believe it! i almost didn't catch it cause it was my full name!! i'm totally freaking out! of course i'm gonna copy, paste, or u can just click on the link here it's under the august 15th news section. radio requesters:
matthew vlachos
robin wood
dana zuppo
dave hauer
christina dimitropoulos
elizabeth anthony
adrienne quinn
karen maltez
lindsey straily
vincent sommer
i still can't believe it! (of course i had to delete the caps!) i am smiling right now! geez. see what they do to me! i still am not sure if they're coming here or not. i'll feel so crappy if they don't! i can't believe i'm up there! that totally made my week! whew. i got way too xcited. that just makes me want to work harder for the next street team mission. =D wow. ok. i just needed to post that up in here so i could share my joy... or something lol. whatever. so chris is home from his cabin-trip. i did miss him. he says he might be losing his job cause they might be shutting down =( that's not cool. so yeah. he thinks he just like every other guy that i talk to, but really he's not. he's the most polite and sincere person i know. well he's not 'just like everyone else.' but....changing the subject...justin didn't get to buy his copy of soad, and he's all pissed off. lol. i'm glad he has a girlfriend. i definetly couldn't see myself with him at all. nope. not a chance. so um, on monday morning around 5:30am i broke up with mark. we were together for about 2 years or so. he truly didn't believe that i was serious. it just all happened so fast. i'm not sure if i've made the right decision yet, but time will tell. it was awful. i was lying there crying on the phone with him, and i told him why i was doing it... then i cried some more, then he said he was going to bed. and that was about it. then the next day i talked to him breifly on aim (awkwardness!) and then i went to bed, cause i wasn't feeling too strong. so he called twice while i was trying to rest. the first time wasn't so bad. then the second time i was feeling really shitty. i couldn't even move. he told me he loved me and hung up. it's just all so different. he talked to me a little tonite on aim, and told me he wasn't going to talk to me for about a week, but if i needed to talk to him, he'd be there or whatever. basically cause when he talks to me, it's just really weird. it's making me doubt my decision. right now, i think it's gonna be better for the both of us in the long run. it's just a really big change... i don't know how else to describe it. =( hey, at least i didn't cry today. that's a good point. i talked to my sister a little tonite. she's not with dana anymore. god she's almost as bad as starz! but starz doesn't go back to the same guys. lol. i couldn't imagine being like that. a month is like a year to her. but hey. that's her choice. i don't judge her, i just accept her. sean is apparently mad at me for supporting nick. that sucks. i don't know what to think about that. i mean sean is nice as hell to me. so i don't have a problem with that. i just think what else is going on is all wrong. but if that's what he wants to do, and he's gonna be happy, and all that, then i'm happy for him. i got to talk to jess and joe tonite! joe was on for about 20 min, and i got jess's address from him (duh! the same as last year!) and when i talked to jess i got joe's number! lol, why i just didn't ask them for their own info, i don't know. thank god i have joe's number now. jess suggested joe, nick and i going up to clarion to visit her. (lol like that'll ever happen-how many times did we all hang out together this summer? once, and it was at ozzfest, planned months in advance) but it'd be a lot of fun. barry sent me a card today, i read it and deleted it. he says his life is shit. yeah... join the club. i think i actually have to go out of my house tomorrow (today). i was gonna go out tonite, but by the time i got motivated to go, it was already 9pm. and i don't think i have any clean clothes!! i'd really like to hang out with starz and get all my applications collected. oops. didn't write dad back yet. eh. i'll get around to it. (famous last words)..... you can't be let down if you don't xpect the world ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 