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(1:50 pm - 11.12.2001 - you'd think i'm taking drugs - i feel  ) yeah, so i don't feel any better from yesterday. figures. omg. lol. i have on mtv in the background (as i always do in the am hours when i'm home). i guess i like hearing the same 8 songs over and over all nite long. but yeah, anyways... they just played this freaking old 'sprite' commercial. lmao. i remember osanla coogler wrote the lyrics to that commercial in one of my yearbooks. i think that was from about 9th grade! wow. i was obsessed with brendon kulikowski back then. ohhhh how long ago that was. i can't believe i ever liked that kid in the first place. marks power kept on going out last nite, so this morning i called them at 7am (6am their time) to make sure they were up. his stepdad (joe) picked up the phone. i was scared. i asked for ruth (his mom). but then she just gave the phone to mark. whatever. so within 3 minutes i got to talk to everyone in the house! lol. i'm afraid of joe. he frightens me. i told mark to rip up his card when it got there, not cause i didn't mean what i wrote, because it was 'just another card.' he really doesn't know how much that hurt me. but i'll get over it. i just won't send any more cards anytime soon. thanks to simon for always signing my guestbook. at least someone cares. mat needs to get a guestbook in his diary so i can sign it. i haven't talked to him in quite awhile. wondering if he finally recovered from his 21st. lol. starz is going to be 22 in 10 days. i need to think of something good to get her. i hope i can think of something great. we've been friends for so damn long. it's so weird. we're not alike at all. well, whatever. i didn't get any mail today. neither email or regular mail. what the hell. no one loves me. i can't get the sight of mike's eyes out of my mind. i swear, if i didn't know he was gay, i'd totally think he's into me. he gives out all the obvious signs. but, i'm clueless. fuck it. i'm not looking for anyone anymore. i'm not getting let down anymore. i refuse. all those stacks of wood that were on the tracks a few days ago are still freaking there! there are about 20 of them. i have no clue what they're planning to do with them. although, they do make a nice decoration. not. i can't get one of my html codes to work anymore! that's frustrating! it worked fine yesterday. and i didn't even change that much with my diary tonite, so why doesn't it work??? = P freaking computer, always thinking it knows more than me. my computer is so old it's practically worthless anymore. i wish i was a sim. you know the game by maxis. i love the sims. i am a sim. i am the most important person in my sim community. i make the most money, and i have the most friends. everyone is in love with me in my sim village. why can't i download my sim-self into reality? that'd be awesome. and i'd have a nice sized bank account too. lol. but i still wouldn't have a husband/significant other. lol. i got rid of some programs on my computer so i could install some more sim programs. that should be neat. yeah. neat. i drink too much. at work i can drink a whole 2 liter bottle of anything.. or a whole half gallon of anything.. by the time my shift is over. and when i get ready to go home, i buy something so i can drink it at home. i'm always thirsty. i bought licorice yesterday and it was stale. that is stupid. what i'm writing now is stupid. i'm really just babbling on cause i don't have anything important to say. la de da. my sister sent me a forward today. gee. doesn't anyone send real emails anymore? the only one i email on a pretty much regular basis anymore is simon. hehe. i've linked him so much in here. let's see what else i can link in here! yay! linkage is rad. i love the word rad. here's marks yahoo profile. he used to have a cute picture of a puppet up there. he should put that back on. hmmm, and here is justins yahoo profile. lol here's tovahs yahoo profile. she's the one who really got me started on diaryland. yeah. so let's count the total links now..... damn only 5. well. it's time for bed now... i hope. so take care simon cause i know you're the only one who'll read this entry. <3 all i wanted was the simple things-a simple kind of life-if we met tomorrow-for the very first time-would it start all over again-would i try to make you mine ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 