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(3:57 am - 06.21.2002 - 150 entries - i feel  )
Are you Addicted to the Internet?
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you seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. you know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). you even have your own yahoo club or online journal! but you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.
take!
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yeah. my eyes are killing me. it's nearly 4 am now. i had my instant messenger up and running before, and some sweet person left me a message to say that they liked my diary. well thank you, unknown reader. i got all warm and fuzzy there for a minute.
finally. after a great long time trying, i finally have the song that was eluding me. yes, on my glorious winamp player, i now have the flowerpot men 'beat city'. yes. i have achieved greatness. this song just happens to be in the movie ferris bueller's day off. i've looked for the soundtrack in stores, online, etc., and have never been able to find it. slowly, i will collect the songs onto my winamp player. and maybe, just maybe, one day i'll get a cd burner so i can treasure them forever.
i had a strangely interesting dream last nite. i was trying to escape from this man. but then he caught me. and then a friend from high school showed up as well. william anderson. i won't bore you with the details that followed.
as mark predicted last nite, i was lucky enough to get my "let's drop in whenever it's the most inconvenient time for you" visitor. hopefully it won't stay for months like it decided to last time. really now. that will not be fun.
i hung out with jess and joe tonite. we rented orange county and pi. then of course, we had to turn on the hours of horrid dating shows, and then jenny jones. fun times with them as always. i love my joe hugs. jess's water was as good as usual. i think we're all planning on going to nik's graduation party on saturday.
before we went to jess's, we had to stop at ge first. always. i forget how much i hate going there in the daylight. everyone acts like they miss me so much, and haven't seen me in years. i just have to laugh at the people though. anytime i go in that place, the same customers are always there. it's like obsessive-compulsive for them. "i must shop at 7:30pm at giant eagle, everyday, even if i don't need anything at all. i must make my daily appearance!" have i mentioned lately how grateful i am that i don't work daylight anymore? well, it's true. i thank god i don't have to deal with the general public anymore. people are so rude.
anyhow. i broke my "promise" to myself tonite, and called justin. ha. that lasted a day or so. i got his answering machine, but this time, he actually called back. yeah. i don't know if i'm gonna call him back or not. i really didn't have anything to say or talk about with him. it's just a compulsive thing i guess. i call him when i'm bored. awhile ago (a good many months), i used to call the kid every nite after mark had gone to bed. the fact was, i was still well awake, and i knew justin would be too. but i really haven't had a real conversation with the kid for quite some time. it's usually just him bitching to me about some bullshit problem that he has, and then saying that he has to go. i'm sick talking about justin.
i found an apartment today in the paper. something like $325+, a/c, fully equipped kitchen, etc. i wonder exactly where it is in verona. hmmm.
i actually took out the trash tonite. i almost forgot, but sometime around 2am, i got the job done. aren't you proud? i knew you would be. now that i've started rambling, i better go before i do anymore. (heh. i finished this entry at 4:20. god, i really am tired.)
how much must i live through just to get away??????
~*~liz
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