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(12:05 pm - 12.07.2002 - dropping $$ - i feel  ) thinking of changing the layout. this is just too cluttered anymore or something. but i'm much too lazy, and not talented enough to come up with something that won't be an eyesore. such is life. i'm an eyesore. so i haven't written for over a week. it's not like something spectacular was happening that kept me away. i got all of marks christmas presents bought and wrapped. i do say, i spoiled him this year. i actually had a bit of $$ to work with for once, due to my boss scheduling me for 2 weeks worth of overtime. score! it's gonna cost a shitload of $$ to send it though. he's worth it. and this coming week = no overtime. pout. i finally got together with starz and she enjoyed her gift. i got her a wooden moon mirror, some suzy zoo writing paper and $50. so we're all good again. the day after thanksgiving, i've never gone shopping, but this year i did. jess, joe, sean, aimee, lindsay and i went to the mall. i shopped around with joe and sean. it wasn't as bad as i had expected. joe played his guitar for jess and i. he's so good. i still want a guitar. i think i'd find the time to learn how to play if i had one. either it'd consume all my time, or i'd touch it a few times, then forget about it. hopefully it'd be the first. i got julies package all ready to send. she's going to think i'm insane, but hey, what can i say? mom and i went to wal-mart yesterday. she only cried twice, because of something i said. she had asked earlier on in the day if i was sad that i didn't have a christmas tree, and i told her it doesn't feel like christmas without one. i guess she took the blame for me not having a tree, and decided she wanted to buy me a little fake one. i told her not to and that's when she cried. so, now i have a little fake tree in my bedroom, and i love it. but shhh, it still doesn't feel like christmas. don't tell my mom. starz already bought my christmas present. i only told her i wanted silver hoop earrings. i have no freaking clue what to get her. probably just another $50. mom thinks i'm a groupie. i was showing her pictures of the bands i met this summer and she said "how are you so lucky to get to meet all these people?" she has the worst idea in her mind that i'm some groupie slutbag. it's not luck, it's just depends on where the shows are. you'd think since i updated i've have something interesting to say? yeah, we'll that never has happened before, why would it happen now? blarg. the garbage men took all the trash that came from the basement. so that's cool. and now my vaccum works. cool as well. did i already write this? that since the house is getting cleaned up, my grandfather wants to remodel the place and just have my mom and i stay here? well, i hope that doesn't happen. i want to get the hell out of verona, and go far away from giant eagle. that'd be a dream. a new start is all i want. i've never had one. i need one soon. and i'm happy to announce, that after 2 years or so, my stupid cable company finally added the cartoon network to it's line up. not like i watch tv that often, but it's nice to know it's there. hehe. january 9th is the new "celebrity season" of the mole. it should be fun. just as long as anderson is still the host. yesterday at wal-mart i walked by the bin of apples, and they smelled so good, i just had to get some. wouldn't you know that i found 2 of the most perfect apples i've ever seen in my life. thankfully after craving bakery items, i wanted something good from nature. ugh, i was sick all week too. last saturday i got so dizzy at work, i don't know what was wrong. i had to come home. then all week it was just bad. i've been drinking tea at work. i think it's almost all gone now. yucko. and now, my whole mouth hurts...? what the? i can't wait to see all the big snow drifts out at the mall in april. they're already forming. heh. so now it's almost 2pm, so i must be off to bed. goodnite. the hearts start breaking as the year is gone-the dream's beginning and the time rolls on-it seems so surreal, now i sing it-somehow i knew that it would be this way-somehow i knew that it would slowly fade-now i'm gone, just try and stop me now ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 