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since 11.23.01

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(8:11 am - 06.16.2003 - sins/virtues - i feel )

i scored
70¼%
on the classic 400 point purity test!
take the test here!

funny, that test kinda fit in with the survey type entry. yeah, whatever! test stolen from this great girl here, that i want to badly hug for a long time

anger

1. who did you last get angry with? my mom.
2. what is your weapon of choice? my hands.
3. would you hit a member of the opposite sex? everyday!
4. how about of the same sex? sure, if they deserved it.
5. who was the last person who got really angry at you? everyone is always angry at me
6. what is your pet peeve? people who are full of themselves, and ignorance.
7. do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? depends on the situation, but mostly i let them go easily.

sloth

1. what is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? ummm. nothing really. told my mom i loved her.
2. what is the latest you've ever woken up? uh, that's not a good question for me... it doesn't quite apply.
3. name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? uh, it was nick.. but that's been done now! so i'll say... starz. haven't talked to her in awhile
4. what is the last lame excuse you made? there's been so many! "i had no clean clothes to wear.."
5. have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yes. i freaking love infomercials. well, certain ones.
6. when was the last time you got a good workout? a few minutes ago when i helped my dad and brother move 2 fridges.
7. how many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? didn't set an alarm, but after my mom woke me up, i fell back asleep for 30 minutes.

gluttony

1. what is your overpriced beverage of choice? mixed drinks. shhh!
2. meat eaters: white meat or red meat? either.
3. what is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? i drank my brother and my dad under the table on my 21st birthday.
4. have you ever used a professional diet company? no.
5. do you have an issue with your weight? yeah.
6. do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? mostly sweet.
7. have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought food? umm, no. that's way overboard!

lust

1. how many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? one.
2. how many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians/family)? none, i hope!
3. have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? heh. yeah
4. have you "done it"? no.
5. what is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of your choice? eyes. and that little patch right around the waist. *quivers*
6. have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no.
7. have you ever had to get tested for an std or pregnancy? no.

greed

1. how many credit cards do you own? none, unless my debit card counts.
2. what's your guilty pleasure store? any music/electronics store.
3. if you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a freaking new house, new car, and invest the rest.
4. would you rather be rich, or famous? rich. but don't rich and famous go hand in hand?
5. would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? no.
6. have you ever stolen anything? yep, lots.
7. how many mp3s are on your hard drive? 231

pride

1. what's one thing have you've done that you're most proud of? i'm not really proud of anything i've done. maybe cause i haven't done anything good. i don't tell people's secrets..
2. what one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? graduated high school.
3. what thing would you like to accomplish in your life? ouch. live.
4. do you get annoyed by coming in second place? no, it's just nice enough to be in there somewhere.
5. have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? don't think so, i've never been confident.
6. have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? no, i've only cheated to pass.
7. what did you do today that you're proud of? made my dad a card.

envy

1. what item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? uh, not sure.
2. who would you want to go on "trading spaces"? does this mean if i could trade spaces with someone? fuck, don't you know i'd choose someone beautiful and more intelligent than i am.
3. if you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? i have a person in mind..
4. have you ever been cheated on? sort of...
5. have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? who hasn't?
6. what inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? confidence!!!
7. do you wish you'd come up with this survey? uh, no.. but it's cool
8. finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? anger, since i have so much of it!

the seven heavenly virtues

faith

1. what religion do you follow? none. formerly united methodist.
2. what religion were you raised as? none.
3. do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? both.
4. do you believe in magic? no.
5. what was the last promise you broke? to call a friend.
6. have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? just the boring ones i said in church... but not personal ones.
7. do you believe that anyone could be perfect? hell no.

hope

1. did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? actually, i did.
2. regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? love.
3. do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? yes.
5. have you ever bought a lottery ticket? yes.
6. do you gamble? once.
7. have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? lol. whatever this question means, i don't think it's ever happened.

charity

1. what causes do you support? aids and cancer.
2. what causes have you given money or time to? abused women shelters, homeless shelters, church, aids/cancer walks, retirement homes
3. have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? soup kitchen. raised money for the homeless. yes.
4. would you ever consider joining the peace corps, amnesty international, or another travel? no.
5. do you give money to the homeless on the street? depends.
6. have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? yes. even people i hardly knew.
7. what's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? missed concerts, blown off family, other friends, etc. basically anything that needs done.

fortitude

1. what are you most afraid of? dying alone.
2. what did you do today that was really brave? said exactly what i was thinking.
3. who is your favorite superhero, and why? don't really have one. how about spider(one) man. heh.
4. would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? depends on who the someone was.
5. if you were to face the wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? courage.
6. have you ever gotten stage fright? yes.
7. do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? a nice mix of both.

justice

1. have you ever been summoned for jury duty? no.
2. if they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? find a way out!
3. do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? somewhat... it varies on the situation.
4. which should be guaranteed legal? uh, yeah.
5. do you believe that dubya is rightfully president of the usa? not at all.
6. what was your favorite media circus trial? either oj, or president clinton.
7. have you ever written a letter to a politician? nope.

temperance

1. what do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? lust.
2. do you collect anything? concert tickets, guitar picks, and memories.
3. are you addicted to anything? music. and the color black.
4. have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? no.
5. what's your preferred method of paying for things? debit card!
6. tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do? not go to college right out of high school.

prudence

1. who is the wisest person you know? hmm. marilyn.
2. have you ever participated in a vigil? yes.
3. do you take advice when it's given? sometimes.
4. what area are you wisest in? nothing. being a pleasant person?
5. do you drive defensively? sometimes.
6. have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? nope.
7. what did you learn today? it's not worth talking about other people... why cause trouble? this too shall pass!!!!
8. and of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? uhh.. fortitude, something i need more of.

yay! wasn't that fun! i stole that from the most awesomest emo girl that i know. i guess soon enough i'll have a real entry... possibly tomorrow since i'm off. woot.

now that i can't exchange actions for words-now that i've found these insights tears are worse-now that i know there's no place left to hide-can i become all that i've thought i might

~*~liz

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