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(2:52 pm - 06.24.2003 - crushes usually crush me - i feel  ) i did forget how... fun a crush can be. for the most part, my "crushes" ended at just that, a crazy infactuation with someone that wants almost nothing to do with you. but, after all the waiting, and the hoping, and the yearning... it all just falls into place. you're not sure that you want it, you're nervous, scared, excited, but all in all, incredibly happy. this song will have a person associated with it forever. of course, i'm writing this in an insanely happy mood. please please please let me get what i want ;) (ok, so i lifted that from the smiths, so sue me!) something has to change
undeniable dilemma
boredom's not a burden
anyone should bear constant overstimulation numbs me
but i would not want you any other way just
not enough
i need more
not a chance i'm satisfied
i said
i don't want it
i just need it
to breathe
to feel
to know I'm alive finger deep within the borderline
show me that you love me and that we belong together
relax, turn around and take my hand i can help you change
tired moments into pleasure
say the word and we'll be well upon our way blend and balance
pain and comfort
deep within you
til you will not want me any other way but it's not enough
i need more
nothing seems to satisfy
i said
i don't want it
i just need it
to breathe
to feel
to know i'm alive knuckle deep inside the borderline
this may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to
relax, turn away something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be
desensitized to everything
what became of subtlety? and how can this mean anything to me
when i really don't feel a thing at all? i'll keep digging
til i feel something elbow deep inside the borderline
show me that you love me and that we belong together
shoulder deep within the borderline
relax, turn around and take my hand -tool stinkfist ~*~liz thank you jeanette << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 