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(6:26 pm - 08.03.2003 - brad, cell, tripp.. - i feel  ) yesterday i saw my (soon to be ex) stepdad for the first time in 2+ years. very... strange. we've spent the last few weeks gathering up his stuff in the house and putting it in boxes for him to come pick up. he showed up at noon, and thankfully my brother was here. he took care of the whole thing. he had to hand brad (my stepdad) a box and get him to sign a paper saying that he received his belongings from here. it only took about a half an hour. i don't think he saw me at all, but i saw him. he brought his friend kip with him. my mom desperately wanted details, but i couldn't give her any, cause i didn't really deal with anything that happened. it was just really really strange to see him after all this time. he was/is? so evil... tomorrow i have a doctors appointment. thank god i haven't been worrying about it, since all i've been thinking about is the static-x show on tuesday. good god, i'm so damn excited. but now since the appointment is less than a day away, i'm starting to think about it. hopefully everything will work out ok. i got a new phone. a cool cell phone. i'm probably going to get rid of my home phone, so if you fuckers want to get a hold of me, you now dial 412.583.0945. you can even text me here. yeah, i'm all about text messaging. the new 311 album? holy hell. ok, it took me one or 2 listens, but i'm so in love with it. of course i am.... it's 311. the only song i don't like too much is seems uncertain. maybe it's because it is right after beyond the gray sky and i absolutely love that song. maybe it's just the song, i don't know. jeanette and i didn't go to ozzfest, because she has strep throat. damnit. i was kind of excited to see korn and all those 2nd stage acts. she's still pretty sick too. at least we already got our tickets for static-x, so i know we're going. we're not, not going! i know i'll be there, even if i was on my death bed. tripp.... fluff.... i'm so there. don't give up the fight to stay alive and even if you have to-find the reason of another's pain if they lose you-if not for yourself then those around who care like i do-one day you'll see the clear blue ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 