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since 11.23.01

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(12:33 pm - 06.27.2003 - 35th ff, n' stuff - i feel )

1. how are you planning to spend the summer [winter]? working. hopefully i'll see some good shows. no vacation in mind, except for that little road trip to take heather to the 311 show... if she still wants me to *shrug?*

2. what was your first summer job? babysitting. yay. just like almost every other girl in the world.

3. if you could go anywhere this summer [winter], where would you go? first stab at the question would be hawaii... but, then again, maybe germany, italy, somewhere much more exotic.. or something like that. bah. whatever. no, i'd follow 311 around the whole summer. hell yeah.

4. what was your worst vacation ever? the vacation that i never went on.

5. what was your best vacation ever? well, in relation to the last question, i've only been on 2 vacations in my life. one with my mom and stepdad to ohio. joy. and one with my once best friend, leanne, and her family to ocean city. so, i'd have to go with the ocean city vacation. oh, such a deprived life, huh?

after feeling like such an ass the last 2 days, i spend some time with jeanette last nite. cool. cool. i picked her up around 6 something i think, and we chilled here for a minute, then we went to her place. i love her little tower room. we did some shit. we didn't really talk too much about what what was discussed on tuesday or whatever. she didn't go to work cause we were hanging out, which i don't know if that was a good idea or not, considering she's so fucked with the $ situation right now.

everything was so fucked yesterday. such a bad mood. but not a damn person cares, so what's the fucking point. almost crashed into a semi going down a hill, and then almost crashed into the hill. i called up jason today for a reason, and he doesn't think he can help me out. fuck. i really wanted to, too.

i ended up coming home from jeanette around 4am, and mark left me this message that made me cry my eyes out. seriously. fuck, then i passed out. i can't even begin to tell you how good it felt to sleep like that. sleep without trying. sigh. good stuff. i don't know what's becoming of me lately.... and i'm not so sure that i want to change what's happening. i'd led a pretty squeaky clean life for so long. ugh, i don't even know how to write about what i'm thinking anymore. but before i go, one last thing....

happy birthday heather! i <3 you. coolest 16 year old emo goddess i know.

funny, today is also my crush from high school's birthday. weird how you don't forget things like that. fucking john altman man. heh.

hey, what are you lookin at-she was a happy girl when she left me-what would you do-what would you do if i followed you-what would you do-i follow

~*~liz

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