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(8:48 pm - 03.29.2002 - grouchy tubbo mark - i feel  ) lmao. one day my hits hover around 50, and the next day, it's the huge number 3. damn. i think those were from me anyways. i'm so popular! anyways. i really have nothing to say! imagine that. blah. i came home from work last nite around 1:30 am. i got really sick from something. but, i did get to come home. a good thing, cause i had tons to do. doug's an idiot though, cause he never schedules enough people to work on thursday nites. anyways. i don't think matt will be working there much longer. he was a no-show once this week, and he was scheduled for last nite too, and he never showed up. i don't know if he called off or not, but we'll see. he's scheduled for tonite, so if he doesn't come tonite, i bet he'll be terminated. hey, at least mark will be happy! oh yes, mark, aka. grouchy tubbo says hello everyone. unkle nick said he read my diary last nite and he said i was bad. hmm. i don't know what i did that was bad. it was all the things that other people did that are bad. not me. nooo way. i'm an angel! he didn't even tell me what he read that was "bad". oh well. heh, josh brought me back a turtle ring from canada. it's really cute. i was glad to get my thumb ring back, along with another one. ugh. josh was telling me all these stories. really sick stuff. yeah, and i don't feel like typing them in here, so me writing that was pretty much pointless. moving on.. (03.30.2002 - 7:13 pm) so i guess matt is fired. he hasn't showed up at all this week, but doug still hasn't written "terminated" by his name. maybe he's hoping he'll come back. damnit, i thought i was gonna make a new friend. maybe i'll see him at the incubus concert. mark is such an asshole. no, just kidding i love the jerk. this girl that he met online keeps bugging him to meet her, and she's so totally in love with him. i don't want him to, because of my insane jealousy. he's just gonna meet her and then hopefully blow her off after the initial meeting. i really have to get over this jealousy thing. i mean, if i trust mark so much, and i know he doesn't want to mess around with this girl, then why should i have a problem with him meeting her? it would be someone he can hang out with, cause he never gets to go out with his friends that often. ugh. i just don't know. i got like five bruises from work last nite. i think i broke a blood vessel in my finger. ouch. it's all blue and nasty. we hired another kid from my old high school, kevin. he picked me up while i was walking to work. i was literally like 15 feet from the building, but they insisted that i got a ride. he's a pretty nice kid. heh, ed finally gave me a hug. he hugged me cause sean wasn't there last nite. but ed didn't hump my leg. lol. that was probably for the best though. stupid giant eagle, we're normally scheduled to come in at 11pm, but on sunday (easter) we're not scheduled to come in until 12am, cause they don't want to give us the hour of holiday pay. what bullshit. so sunday i work from 12am-8am. whatever. they cut out our lunch just so we don't get holiday pay. i wanted to go out tonite, but no one's around. = ( what a loser i am. oh fuck it. there's an unconfirmed date for a pittsburgh ozzfest on july 7th. that's cool. but actually i want to go to x-fest more right now. x-fest is this concert that the local radio station (the x) puts on every spring. this year there's actually bands that i want to see (badly). static-x is headlining. i've been hooked on them lately. for awhile they were just lying around in my collection, but now they're in heavy rotation. unwritten law is there too. i totally wanna see them. but i don't know how else would want to go. and tickets are $35. that's not cool, seeing as how i'm pretty much broke right now. i need to find another person to go to ozzfest. i'm pretty sure i'll end up going with jess and joe, but i want someone to hang out with, ya know. last year was great with nick, but i'm pretty sure he'll be going with nikki. all my friends that are with someone, they're all inseperable. but that's cool for them though. maybe i'll talk amira into going. i really need to meet that girl! pretty hard to do when neither of us drives. i've got nothing else to talk about. finally my diary was accepted for the lyrics webring. damn, that only took about 3 months or so. i couldn't even take off the "pending" status table for it either. why are the webring tables pink anyways? there's no way i can change them either. ugh. i love having my diary being entirely customizable. i need to get my ass and go to giant eagle before they close. later all. oh yeah, happy easter too, i guess. whatever. it doesn't have any bearing on me. here's my song, damnit, it's mine. heh. see, it's in writing, so it must be true! yu don't know how much i need you-while you're around i don't feel blue-and when we kiss i know that you need me too-i can't believe i found a love that's so pure and true-but it all was bullshit-it was a goddamn joke-and when i think of you linda-i hope you fucking choke ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 