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(4:17 am - 10.29.2001 - grammer queen, i am not - i feel )

so i'm assuming that october for me, was 'procrastination month'. i've hardly updated my diary, and haven't really kept in touch with anyone. not like anyone is upset over that. so screw it! = P i just like changing the apperance of my diary. if i spent half the time updating the html, and half the time writing an actual entry, that would have worked out just fine. but yeah. maybe november will be full of mind-dulling entries that you just can't wait to finish reading. yay! let's started getting xcited now. xcited yet? yeah, me neither.

mom's been calling practically everyday, while i'm asleep of course. and when i get woken up after being asleep just a few hours, i get cranky when the phone rings, and i decide that it's best if i didn't pick it up, cause i'll just end up being bitchy. haha! you liked that run-on sentence didn't you? like i care about grammer. it's my diary anyways! so there! i don't have any 'grammer-queen' friends any longer, so no need to worry. i browsed through the diaryland memebers tonite and found quite a few interesting people. most of them were linked through a link in either simon's diary or tovah's diary. jesus, one lady even had close to 500 entries! i wonder if i'll be inspired enough to keep my diary that long..?

i dyed my hair on thursday nite (because of all those grey hair -- grey, gray? which one? beginning to think i'm an aussie) but anyways, it's all the same colour pretty much now, and mike complimented me on it. he said he loved my hair. at least he loves something about me ; ) i did give him the scooby keychain thingy too. he was so happy and i even got a hug out of the deal. we're off the same nites this week so i'll get to see him everynite this week.

ohhh, really big news too.... lol. so after you work on nitestock for a few months or so, you get your own aisle. just the same aisle everynite. so last nite when i went to go ask doug where i'd be, he said "this one" (he was in aisle 7). then he continued to ask if i liked this aisle, etc. so lol, i've gained my own official aisle! yay me. aisle 7, liz's aisle. hehe. i wonder if i can buy stock. ; ) i get to be around spaghetti sauce, noodles, peanut butter and jelly, all the basic condiments (ketchup, mustard..) salad dressing and pickles. just plain old fun stuff. not really, but hey, it's all good for me. the poor salad dressing though! i've broken about 5 things since i've started

1. a jar of babyfood (cursed nite)
2. a jar of pickles
3. a bottle of italian salad dressing
4. another bottle of italian dressing
5. the lipton noodles and sauce display! i broke the little 'lipton' plastic thingy right in half.

that's just the start of it though.... i'm sure to break tons more. i'm just too clumsy to be around all the breakable stuff. lol. i can't wait for the nite when i break spaghetti sauce!!! won't that be fun to clean up?!?! all in a nites work... but thankfully doug said he usually puts two people in aisle seven if he has a person to spare. with thanksgiving and christmas coming up, my aisle shouldn't be as busy as the others too. so thank the heavens for that. but those fucking palates can go fuck themselves. i've noticed that vivian (the goddess of aisle 9) doesn't lift the heavy things. if there's boxes of juice, or whatever, she'll just leave the men to do that, and she moves on to the next palate. hmph! so... i followed her lead, and did the same thing. hehe. why should i possibly put myself at risk of being hurt when there are strong men around? hehe. sometimes i am just a helpless little girly!

can i just tell my diary now, that i don't hate working like i used to? i absolutely don't dread going in everyday, worry about who might be there, etc. i love that i can listen to anything i like to, wear whatever the hell i feel like wearing, not having to 'get pretty' (put an any makeup whatsoever), nothing! the only things that i don't enjoy at work is unloading those fricking palates. and on friday nite when i was -the only- female there, well that sucked.

too bad just about everyone that i work with is an alcoholic! lol. let me tell ya, there is a bar xactly 73 steps from my house (my town is known for having a bar on every corner). friday when i was walking home from work at 7 frickin am, i took a glance inside the bar. there were 8 people in there, and i work with every last one! apparently, after work, they all just go get trashed at the bar. hmmm... can't wait till jan 10th when i can join them! on the note of birthdays

�=-happy birthday mat-=�

he turns 21 on november 1st, and i know i'm going to forget to send him a card, so maybe since i wrote it down, i won't forget now! a nice present for mat, would be if everyone that reads this entry would go here and buy his cd. come on guys! it's cheap! and he is talented, i say. and he's just so sweet! = D yeah. but anyways.

so now that my toes, nose and fingers are close to being frost-bitten, i'm off to my bed to read one of my favorite magazines maxim!

i've been around this lonely place-lonely place before-you got a choice-to leave your place-your lonely place behind-be true to yourself now-and let it go-it's better than you think

~*~liz

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