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(7:55 pm - 11.01.2001 - mindless babble?? - i feel  ) now today is officially mat's 21st birthday, and i'm sure he won't be coherent enough to read anything i'll be writing in here, so yeah. lol. i'm sure he had lots of fun, and was careful ; ) lol, cause if not... i'd kill him! well not really, but. anyhow. happy birthday once again mat! in xactly one month my half-brother will turn 4! jeez. all these birthdays... i'm getting anxious for mine damnit! lol. nice paycheck today (for once!) thank god. i totally earned it too! hehe. mike and i got to hang out for awhile last nite. he even gave me a piece of pie. lol. and walked me home. damn, why is he gay..? lol. there's no hope, so i know i shouldn't even worry about it. we did get another kid to nitestock. he seems totally nice too. he was supposed to help me out lastnite, but vivian stole him to help with her progresso soup. fuck that. so i got clarece (hehe) to help. clarece isn't even his name, marilyn and i just call him that. he's getting fired though cause he's hella-slow. right before he gets in the union too. fuckers. why does everyone take this job so seriously? it's just nitestock. it's only giant eagle. god. they act like it will be the end of the world if everything isn't to perfection. damn perfection! i like my half-assed job and my procrastionation! hehe. i told marilyn to bring in a crown tonite for me to wear, since i am the princess. hehe. it's all a big joke. you'd understand if you were there. vivian has been there a year and she acts like a manager. it's hilarious! i was a cashier for almost two years, so actually i have more seniority with the company than she does. not like i give a shit about that though. hmmm. starz emailed me and told me she thinks her grandfather passed away on the nite we went out. that sucks. and marks grandma is in the hospital. that totally sucks. they keep on telling them that she won't last through the nite, but thank god she does. i really hope she gets out of the hospital. justin called last nite, but i didn't talk to him much. it just isn't the same as it used to be. i think i lost all interest in him. oh well. hehe. i get to see unkle nick tonite. i was thinking about bringing him some mcdonalds since he always bought me freaking candybars all the time. lol he's too nice. apparently mike and i are on the hugging level of friendship. that's awesome. it came quick. i love hugs! none of these guys hug hard though. they lightly put their arms around me and they feel like they're dead. eric used to squeeze the crap out of me. i love those kind of hugs. but i guess any hug is a hug. so that's good. damn! i haven't seen jenn in forever! she quite ge and went to pacsun (finally!) good for her. i hope she likes it tons better. maybe i'll get to hang out with her soon. and i haven't even talked to joe or jess in ages! and joe's online constantly! more than i used to be, and that's a -lot-!!!! i still haven't filled out my 311 logs, so i'm totally dreading them. maybe i'll get them done someday... lol. tonite i had to do my laundry but i had almost no detergent. that sucks! i knew i forgot to buy something this morning! lol, i think i'm running out of lyrics too! that's not cool. mark doesn't realize that he could totally get into my diary and fuck it all up. shhh. don't tell him! cause if he did, i'd -kill- him! seriously! *yawn* omg, i can't be tired. not already. i still have about 2 hours before work, and then i have a nice 8 and a half hours of work to get through. zzzz. lol. my favorite past time. **ed and elevator** (a reminder for myself) ed was good last nite, but then again, when isn't ed good? lol. grrrrr. the ceiling is still fucking leaking. i think it's from the sink though, cause it's constantly dripping. i'm gonna go and try and be mrs. handywoman (insert laugh here) and fix it up so my house won't collapse. hehe. 'morning view' by incubus will turn out to be a good sleeping album, i can already tell, but it still totally rocks!!!! yay incubus! i want to be where i've never been before-i want to be there and then i'd understand-know i'm right and do it right-could i get to be like that-i'll know what i don't know-with nothing more to gain-will i get better-or stay the same ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 