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(8:35 am - 02.11.2002 - cranky times with mom - i feel )

hmmm. so hi. no, not so high! =P i did everything i said i was going to do! well, except for one thing... but i'm going to do that after i write this entry. i sent laura her birthday greeting, and i called mom. omg, it's cold in here. hold on.... damn. ok. now that i've turned the furnace on and got my hoodie back on, it's all good. so mom and i talked for awhile, and she eventually asked if i wanted to come down. i wanted to go out and get a few things for mark, so i said sure. she said she'd be there by noon. i was up since 9pm the nite before. i told her i wanted to get home by 6pm.

well, she came, and we went to ge. yay, of course. all the old cashiers were screaming "it's liz! hi liz!" ehhh. i rented two movies, and mom got some crap. i got to see sharon. hell yeah. she's moving into the apartments across the street from my house. that's awesome. i'll actually have a friend that i can hang out with just by walking there. yeahhh! we've all already planned on this years ozzfest. sharon and i got horrible sunburn last year. hopefully that won't happen again. mom found out this week's tv guide has four different nascar drivers on them. of course she wanted the dale jr. cover, but ge didn't have it. so we went on our journey looking for the dale jr. tv guide cover. yeehaw. we went to a few different stores, and ended up in penn hills.

mom didn't want me to go into the penn hills news store because of "all the naked girl magazines." i told her i had a big enough collection at home. lol. i never did see so many different nudie magazines in my life! seriously though, they could do a little better job at hiding them. there were about five different magazines on a rack about four feet high. in perfect sight of some small children. very nice job guys. but anyways. we decided to go down to the dollar store. when mom and i were on the phone she mentioned she wanted a squeegee (how the hell do you spell that word??!!) so when we were in the dollar store, she spotted one and made the most surprised sound. lol. it was so funny. she got so xcited over this little freaking squeegee. me, not knowing how to spell that word is pissing me off, but i'm too lazy to look up the correct way. so there.

after the dollar store, we went into fashion bug cause i remembered i had a gift card. i couldn't find anything! i looked for some new bras, and of course, they didn't have my size. their bras fit weird anyways. but as we were walking out, one of the sales people said hello to my mom. apparently, at this time last year, mom went up there to investigate into this gift box she had found in brad's truck. i guess she was a big wreck cause the lady remembered her. they talked for awhile. and also, one of the other employees there, well, she talks to dale earnhardt jr. like all the time. i know somehow, my mom will weasel her way into getting something. her thearpist said she was manipulative. i wonder if that's hereditary ;) ?? lol. you tell me.

so.. yes. we ordered a pizza, and then we went into this stupid blockbuster outlet store. all there previously viewed movies were in plain brown boxes on all these folding tables. nothing was organzied at all. the selection really sucked too. but i ended up with '10 things i hate about you' and 'good will hunting' i also bought my mom some movie that she wanted cause it was buy two get one free. they averaged out to $4 a movie. not too shabby! then, on the way to pick up the pizza, mom was telling me about the guys she's dated, etc... stuff i don't care to share in here. it's weird hearing her talk like that, but one day, i'll be glad that i know.

mom called me a hoe-bag. just because i knew my way around. lol. she must think i've never been out of verona, for god's sake. the guy at the pizza place was talking to mom and while we were leaving she said she wanted to date him. lol. she even noticed that he didn't have a wedding ring! now, who's the hoe-bag??? she's the one that is still 'married.' if ya can call it that. she was also begging me to call brad and remind him that it's their anniversary, and mom's birthday soon. yeah, sure. i hardly spoke to the man when we were living in the same house, why the hell would i talk to him now?

we got our pizza and went to my brothers apartment. we watched billy elliot. cute movie. i was dead tired. it was only 5pm. mom got the bright idea to talk a freaking walk to the ge down in east liberty. great! just what i wanted to do when i'm tired, my feet hurt and i'm cranky as all hell. but, i went along.... anything for mom. i later found out, her only motive for going was to look for the tv guide cover! jesus! after ge, she wanted to go to phar-mor. damnit! so we did, and there, she discovered gold. yes, she found the elusive dale jr. tv guide cover! go mom. i bought some crap (as usual) and we walked back. i got my stuff together, and mom rode me home. i didn't fall asleep until 9pm. tired. yes. very.

mark called around midnite, and we talked until 4am. damn! then today i got up at 2pm. i love sleep. ;) i really do. it's really strange how everyone is linked on diaryland. i was reading a new fav kim's diary, and she listed cosmic crayola in her fav's.. and then from there.. cosmic crayola lists both simon, and i be piglet. and from i be piglet... you get tovah!!! gee. so, in a way, we're all linked. we should set up a 'seven degrees of seperation'. i wonder if it would work.

heh. i called in late to work tonite. that was fun. just two hours, but still. it was alright! blah! anyways.. i have to work on this stuff, so i can go and send it today! oh no, i'm yawning like mad. this isn't gonna be pretty.... oh yeah, thanx kim, steph, nikki, and rachel for giving me some guestbook loving. god, i love that. ;)

thoughts of me exemplified-all the little flaws i have denied-forget today-forget whatever happened-everyday i see a little more of overall deficiencies -i'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

~*~liz

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