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(8:41 pm - 05.24.2002 - mark graduated! - i feel  ) CONGRATULATIONS MARK!!!!holy hell. i think that's only the second time i used capitals. now he should feel special! 
what porn starlet are you? take the quiz @ 5tarla.net don't you agree? bwahahaha. anyways..... nothing really to say. as i type this mark is getting ready to graduate from high school. freaking insane. now we've known each other for those full 3 glorious years. at least he got my package that was so damn expensive to send. he called me last nite at work too. it was really awkward though, cause ed was just standing there watching me talk to him. we have this new guy at work, paul. he's from tennessee. i think he has a thing for marilyn. it's funny. i wonder how long he'll last. there's this weird tension between ed and i. i don't know how to describe it, but it's there. but, maybe it's all in my mind. who knows. so far it looks like things haven't changed with him becoming our manager. which is good. he still lets me stroke his banana. man, that sounds really bad. wow. the incubus concert is pretty soon. i still don't know how we're getting there. hmm. maybe i should figure that out soon. i cried while reading my book last nite. it's funny how things can affect you. but really, i'm just totally emotional. i don't even know why i'm writing this entry. i really don't have anything new to say. nothing has happened. mom is going to talladega or wherever the race is this weekend. bristol? i have no clue. then she's going to the race next week too. i'm glad she's keeping busy. i just hope she doesn't break down at the race thinking of dale. that'd be awful. i've been waiting for something in the mail, and it's taking forever! jesus. i think i'm going to tell ed that i want to work sunday-wednesday and have thursday, friday and saturday off. that'd kick ass. i get so fed up with the people who work my shit when i'm not there. it's pathetic. yay! the mole comes back on tuesday! no more boycotting abc. i still haven't heard from jess or joe. i think tomorrow they're going to the pop disaster tour. jess is totally into blink-182. hmm. maybe i'll call them tonite. can i even remember jess's number? i doubt it. anyways, since i have nothing else to say right now, i'm gonna leave this till tomorrow when i get home from work. (05.25.2002 - 8:32 pm) man oh man. do i feel like a fool. last nite at work i was so naughty. first of all, flip walked in on me when i was in the bathroom. i was expecting it though, cause i saw he was cleaning the men's room. he told me i could slap him cause he likes that sort of thing. umm, no thanks =) later on, i was standing there, and ed walked by. i mouthed something dirty and apparently ed is a first class mouth reader. needless to say, i was highly embarassed and didn't say anything else to him for the rest of my shift. i wonder if his kids ever get away with anything. he sees all and knows all. in the morning, the hostess man waved and beeped at me. i was giddy. i must have been exhausted this morning. i set the vcr to record mst 3k, and promptly fell asleep. what did i dream about? in the beginning of the dream, i had laundry to do, and i met up with this girl. she then wanted to go to mc callisters deli (where mark works) because they have the best mayonaise. yeah, i just love mayo. but then we got kicked out of the deli, and i ended up being with the hostess man. all i remember is that i licked a piece of cheese popcorn and fed it to him. and then while i was talking to sean, the hostess man and george kissed each other. strange! a call from mark woke me up. i've been watching the history channel all day. i wonder what our founding fathers would think of the world if somehow they were put into power in our time. that'd be interesting. what else is there to say? hmm. i never really say anything that interesting. there were so many people at work last nite, we didn't know what to do. and somehow, i'm the only one on the schedule this week that had 40 hours. ed must really want me there for some reason. i couldn't care less. he's just mad cause i requested off thursday and friday next week. oh well. ha. and marilyns admirer, paul, has a girlfriend. i'm sure she'll weep over that one. anyways. i'm off. they wonder why you need someone-you get no freedom at all-they want you to drop down and conform-they make your self esteem fall ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 