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(8:46 pm - 05.30.2002 - uh-oh justin's mad - i feel  ) hey people, the guestbook is there for a reason, use it!!! anyways. i guess i'm in a bitchy mood. hey, what else is new? bah. ed gave me a quarter last nite for using the word flaccid. you can only imagine what we were talking about. justin is so totally mad at me. i really feel bad too. i just wrote him an email and apologized. hopefully he'll forgive me and sing to me again. (05.31.2002 - 8:28 pm) big storm today. at kennywood there was 1 death from the roof on the whip collapsing. crazy stuff. i love how the national weather service goes crazy with all the tornado warnings. nothing severe has happened where i live for quite some time now. i kind of wish it would. a nice big insurance check wouldn't be so bad. that way we could just tear down this house. that'd be nice. i still haven't gotten the mail that i've been waiting for. ugh. frustration. jesus. i only have an hour until i have to get ready for work. where does the time go? i decided i'm taking off 10 days in june. ed will be on vacation, and i don't want to deal with the bullshit that the other ed will put us all through, so i'm just taking off all the days. june 12-22. hopefully ed won't get too suspicious and not give them to me. i'll just give him a nice excuse. hopefully i can get a little shit done around the house in that time. make some headway for getting ready to get out of here, when the time comes... which i hope is soon. wow. i used to only get a few spam mails a day... maybe 10 at the most, now i'm getting wayyy more than that. oh man. if i open this mail, i could find out how to keep my penis erect for 45 more minutes, and lower my credit card interest! and save up to 80% on ink jet cartridges! i just might be tempted to look into all of those. now out of the 39 new messages in my inbox, there are only 4 worth opening. whoa. so now i have like 10 minutes till i have to get ready for work. what else is there to say? nothing. i'm drawing a blank. it's almost tovah's birthday! yay! whoa. it's weird. right now i'm im'ing justin's little sister. for some reason, she's on under his name. it might not be her, but... it doesn't matter. i bet it's just him pretending to be her. just to see how sorry i am. punk. thank god neither mark or i work tomorrow. maybe we'll actually get a chance to talk. it seems everytime one of us calls the other one, we're getting ready to leave, or sleep, or whatever else. it's so frustrating. you'd think with him being out of school, it wouldn't be that bad, but now he has a shit load of hours at work. all early ones too. bah! damn. now i have to go. this isn't fair. i really don't want to go to work tonite, but i already promised ed that i would be there tonite. oh promises are made to be broken, right.........? when i read the letter you wrote me-it made me mad mad mad-when i read the news that it brought me-it made me sad sad sad-but i still love you so-i can't let you go-i love you-ooh baby i love you ~*~liz that's for you ; ) << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 