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(9:46 pm - 04.12.2002 - a bunch of nothing - i feel  ) today is april 12. nick hexum�s 32nd birthday. happy birthday nick! i haven�t written in awhile, and right now the site is down (gasp!) so i�m just writing this in word. how uneventful. what has been going on? i forget... umm... wanna waste a little time and find out something interesting about your love life? take this quiz. i can�t believe how right on everything was! yesterday morning i did something incredibly stupid and gross, so i won�t write about it in here. i guess that�s one downfall of an online diary.. true, it is mine, and i can choose to write whatever i want to. but, when i know other people can actually chose to read it at any time they wish.. you tend to think twice before writing something personal or embarrassing. no like anyone reads this at all. i mean come on. mark doesn�t even read it that often. = P but whatever. i finally got to meet amira. i had a really great time. she had lied to her mom and told her i was 18, but on the way over here, she came clean. i met her mom and she said she had a good feeling about me, so i guess that was good. we had a good time. i know i did. she got to talk to justin and mark. how exciting for her! we watched a tape of mystery science theater 3000! does anyone else watch that? it�s so funny. i haven�t watched it in sooo long, and now i miss it more than ever! hopefully we�ll get to hang out again soon. i got my ht pictures from justin. funny stuff. and i finally got something put together to make steph a mix tape. which i know she thinks she�ll never see. i made a promise to myself that i will make the whole thing tomorrow, or else it�ll never get done, and i really want to send her something, since i promised it to her awhile ago. hehe. oops! justin said in a perfect world we�d be together. oops, yeah, that didn�t make mark mad at all. i really don�t know what justin wants out of our relationship. i�m totally content with just being friends right now, but sometimes it seems like he wants a little more. that�s never gonna happen though. cause 1. i�m with mark 2.we�re in seperate states and he won�t ever do that again 3. i�m pretty sure he wouldn�t be loyal. and a bunch of other things that you don�t care to know about. blah. i want to change my layout again. i had this really nice idea, but everything i tried, i just couldn�t get it to work! so, in turn, i get aggravated, and don�t want to try anything cause i�ll just get more pissed off. blah. hehe. i love wednesdays! i usually have off, and i get to watch ed and then greg the bunny. hehehe. did i mention i have this thing for seth green? just today, i started watching reruns of buffy the vampire slayer just because seth is it in. hehe. my hits lately have been pathetic. i won�t even share them with you. i am going to be freaking late for work if i don�t go soon. this update was truly uneventful. damn. nothing new though. yay, i get my 10 cent raise on the 14th. that�s exciting, huh? anyways... i�m leaving now. unrealistic and narcassitic-you say i'm selfish and absurd-you try change me-try to phase me-you say i'm gonna learn-i'm so blind-i'm out of time-you're so unkind sometimes-i never lied-i never lied-i never lied-cause i never said-that everything would be okay-and i never said-that we would live to see another day-motivate me-i wanna get myself out of this ~*~liz << - >> if you really loved me, you'd buy me presents | 