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(3:48 am - 05.09.2002 - slam--books.. - i feel  ) oh, it looks like i've got a slambook now, so go be crazy and sign it. i know you're just dripping with anticipation. wait, did that make sense? sure it did. so, what's new? hmm. after reviewing the conversation nik and i had about not going to x-fest, i got this totally bright idea. nik couldn't go because he was broke. nik is graduating next month. i'd have to get him some kick ass graduation present. hmmm. maybe an x-fest ticket? i asked the punk if he could go if i got him a ticket, and he said yes. so now, in my kitchen i have the 2 x-fest tickets that cost me near freaking $90. hey, at least i'll get to see wayne static. 8) hell yeah. they could really cut down the 14 bands playing, to just 4, and i'd be happy. anyhow. yesterday i was looking at the bus schedule, so i could go out and get the tickets and other shit, and thankfully starz called me. she was heading to verona to go to the dentist, and she wanted to know if i wanted to go out afterwards. relief! no bus horror! her appointment only took like 45 minutes. we went and got the tickets first. then we went to kings for lunch. she said something that totally bothered me though. i had an awful nite at work, so i wasn't in the best mood. i didn't bother changing into different clothes to go out with her either. well, she was asking me where i wanted to go to lunch, and i said i didn't care. then she busts out with "well, it looks like you aren't dressed to really go out anywhere, so i guess we'll just go to kings." god, sorry i'm not a fashion plate. i couldn't care less. she should really know that after 13 years. it really just stuck out in my mind, and is still bothering me. sometimes that girl just doesn't consider other people's feelings before she speaks. she's very self-absorbed. oh well, that's her deal. so we ate at kings, since i wasn't appropriately dressed to go anywhere else. then we went to barnes and noble. i caved and bought another copy of the perks of being a wallflower, since i gave up looking for it. i bought 2 cds there too. yay. i hate buying cds from there. they have no selection, and the cheapest cd you can find there is like 16.99. i got the first talking heads album '77, and a collection of the smiths singles. i also bidded on a smiths album on ebay. so far, i still have it. heh. i was a bad girl and called off work tonite. i don't know why, but every time i call off, i get to speak to the same manager every time. it's so annoying. there are 4 different daylight managers, you'd think i'd get to speak to a different one once in awhile, but no. no such luck. this particular manager told me that if it was at all possible, i should call if i could come in tonite, because he already had a few call offs. hahaha. you think i'm actually going to do that? when i know it'd be a shit nite at work, cause everyone would have to do 2x the work? no way buddy. i'm not getting screwed over like i did on monday. oh yeah. my manager, doug, is quitting! so now ed is getting this 30 day trial run as a full time manager. i hope he doesn't change. more power makes people change. drastically. and not for the better. hmm. i finished everything for mom's mother's day gift. i just need to write out the lyrics to the last song on the mix. i hope i'm not scheduled on sunday nite, so i can spend the day with her. heck, if i am scheduled, i'll just have to call off. i really don't care. i changed my long distance plan today online, but i don't know if it kicked in or not yet. i hate phone bills. ha, and that's the only bill that i pay. i've been thinking about moving out of here constantly. i need a fresh start. but all these issues with mom are in the way. once i know for sure what she's going to do, then i'll move on from there. i really wouldn't mind moving with her to philadelphia, but i want to be somewhere else. heck, i've always wanted to be somewhere else. i did finally finish the perks of being a wallflower this morning. now i'm back to girlfried in a coma. you know, my high school was truly pathetic. all the major books that everyone should read in high school, i never did. a tale of two cities? nope. the catcher in the rye? nope! the diary of anne frank? no. the great gatsby, the adventures of huckleberry finn, lord of the flies, the scarlet letter, a seperate peace? not a chance. i can only remember reading 1984, of mice and men, death of a salesman, the crucible, romeo and juliet, oedipus, macbeth, and a select few others. i took it upon myself after high school to read a few of the classics that i didn't have a chance to before. i still have a ton to go. infact, i'm going to order some right now, while the shipping is still free =) i finally memorized my credit card number. that is an accomplishment with my awful memory. i guess i'll be off now. i forget what else i was going to say... last night i dreamt that somebody loved me-no hope-but no harm-just another false alarm-and tell me how long before the right one-this story is old-i know-but it goes on ~*~liz
i wish you'd call again after we hang up
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